Don't Ever Let It End (2012-11-23)

Don’t Ever let it End

          So this song is a Nickelback song off “Here & Now” the latest album they dropped and let me just say I love the band and I have all of the albums they have dropped and these men know heartbreak, heartache and Longing for love. In this song they sing about a friend close or recently close who they just enjoy talking to hanging with being around, and more or less completely loving being them around this woman who then becomes more.  It for me is a change in pace, I have read my last 3 years of posts and I see this pattern of sad break up songs or heartache/heartbreak songs. And I get it I love those songs and the lyrics behind them for so many reasons but I never had a reason to not write about them I love what that they were to me and how they made me feel. The meaning in the words for me was what I needed to hear to get through every relationship every break up and every moment between.

          This song is so different for me in the sense that I love this meaning in such a different way the lyrics they knew each other they know each other and the moment of maybe it’s only been 6 months or 16 years but he realizes it’s her the HER I read about dream about listen to songs about.  I listen to this song and I so get it the girl you knew then when you were different or the girl you met when you were with someone else and just didn’t see then what you see now. It is beautiful because either you saw this girl grow into the woman you dreamed about and you just never saw it or you met this woman who was your everything in the best ways possible but you were too blind by the distraction you were chasing after or the Dysfunctional relationshit to see it.  I will give you just the barest of lyrics and then let you get what you want from it.

-We can laugh as we both pretend that we're not in love and that we're just 
Good friends.
Well I'm tired of pretending, but I'm terrified of it ending I know if not for you there's nothing I could do to ever let it end And I know you feel the same way, cause you told me drunk on your birthday 
And as you pulled to me whispered in my ear "don't ever let it end" -

                I love it so much it is innocent and yet so honest and beautiful. You forget about the little things or the moments you come to the realization the woman you have always wanted is there but neither one wants to admit it. Maybe you haven’t seen each other in a while and just the conversation alone makes it worth the risk, or maybe you are around each other all the time and has just been overlooked.  For me I just love what the song means in my world in that Life happens and “Life is the Sum of Choice you Make” and you make a choice to stay in a bad relationship or a choice to move forward and move on and in doing that you see the doors that are open now and the doors that you see differently. As they said “ Don’t Ever Let it End “ if for some reason you connect with someone  or around someone  that makes you feel differently about everything don’t ever let it end because when you find yourself smiling about the little things like texts or stupid banter you share or inside jokes that just makes sense in your head then don’t Lose that.

“Life is the Sum of Choices you Make”

-I See You…

Live as though tomorrow isn't coming

<3 Ty 2012

Catch my Breath (2012-11-17)

Catch My Breath

       Don’t worry I will wait. So I heard this song so right before Halloween and then I watched the video recently and I get the lyrics on a personal level and, for me what’s this songs place is in my life right now?

-Addicted to the love I found. Heavy heart, now a weightless cloud, making time for the ones that count. I'll spend the rest of my time Laughing hard with the windows down Leaving footprints all over town Keeping faith kind of comes around I will spent the rest of my life… Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of this show. Now that you know, this is my life; I won't be told what's supposed to be right-

I totally would rewrite this versus into the chorus so differently NOW. And yet leave so much the same cause when you look at the grand motion picture we all call life it is the Sum of the Choices we have made. And in saying that here is where I am…

“Addicted to the Love I found, were a very Heavy Heart and now an Amazing weightless cloud. Making time now for the ones that count. I’ll spend the rest of my time laughing hard with the windows down leaving footprints all over town. I will spend the rest of my life catching my breath letting it go now that I know this is my life I won’t be told what’s suppose to be right.”

With that I have just some things, this song speaks to me about that moment when you have looked in a mirror into your past and you realize it’s not them (well it is them) ultimately it’s you I was addicted to that kind of love that hurtful, unfulfilled, selfish, just unhealthy love and found in these women that I so thought I loved. The woman with trust issues, open issues, sex issues, and just Love issues. NO MORE it is a task in itself to be with someone and make it work but it is even harder when you are fighting a losing battle and swimming against an ocean of insecurity. Like the amazing president reelected Obama said Moving Forward and that’s and all you can do is move forward and move on know that life is too short and relationships end people move on life happens in so many different ways and in the long run if it is meant to work out it will. And to say the least moving on and moving forward becomes like walking when you see that life has so much more to it then the Emotion-sucking Siren in your life or the Dramatic Victim. You see you and the things that are so amazing about the life you have and the fantastic people in it. I am so OVERLY THANKFUL for the people in my life the ones that have not left that is new, seasoned to my life, I laugh with feel comfortable with talk about the apples to zebras without filtering.  Cause I care (clear throat)…

So in Closing I have another about a Nickelback song that I will write and talk about next yes I found my Nov Part 2 post title so I will give you a sneak peak http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tQdgM8yo38

Live, Love , Dance

-I See You…-

*Life is the Sum of Choices you Make*

 Ty 2012