Being Broken-Hearten is a Poison , an affliction of the heart that so many people can change or mold or learn from the choices they have made in the pass. Life is ultimately the sum of choices you make, and if you have been in love or just got the tail end of a relationshit that Poison begins to root itself deep in your spirit which is why i wanted to blog. I think this blog comes out of lessons learned and the clarity that before i turn 30 i can not only see and correct but, let go and move forward so much quicker and more with ease then anything to date.
So this came from one part Beyoncé song "Poison" the other 3 was from this Spirit that is dwelling in this Awesome body which dwells on this Beautiful Planet. I look at the way the world is right now and it breaks my heart. i know i say that a lot but to not speak it would be worse, because its just not dying from pollution, global warming, and war. Its Dying because the love that strengthens the soil, the compassion that guides the wind, the forgiveness that swims in the oceans is long gone, except for the few who have those emotions on the surface. I guess to worry about a love that isn't healthy or not helping bring you to a better self awareness,those scenarios have run their course and it is just a sad day when you Poison your Life Tree. I looked into the recent events in our planet and it truly makes me shake my damn head people are worried what outfit this person is wearing or who hit who in an elevator and not looking at the world we live in not the world they show to us. I just hope we can get this together sooner rather then later time is truly running out not just on changing the course of history but healing a planet both literally and figuratively.
I guess my question is, how do you heal? you start with your own tree you begin to see what soils work for you, what part of the world best suits your life. These things matter and they should truly matter to you because the things you fight so hard to keep maybe the very things keeping the poison in your tree. You need to listen to your roots they tell you all you need to know trust me. Learn to let go, forgive, and fully move on, its so easy to come up with an excuse to be with someone who just isn't working out or is just killin you.I hear it so much but it is so true don't forgive for them, don't move on for their sake do all this and more for YOU.
Life is way too short 2014 has taken so many people from this world and it is hard to see the way our generation our society deals. Death is literally the last stop in Life so it is truly life coming full circle, if you feel as if you didn't get to say goodbye or you curse the stars for it. Maybe take a step out of tragedy and think "WHY AM I TAKING THIS SO PERSONAL?" you didn't pass on, your debt wasn't settled, you aren't at peace. why do we make it all about us we not the only person that lost someone they cared about. Stop being so damn Selfish its a huge planet and don't get me wrong I don't like knowing that people i love are all gonna leave me one day but "THAT'S LIFE" enjoy the moments you did share, the memories you have, the love you felt but leave out all the rest it is poisoning your tree and sooner rather then later you will find yourself leaving this beautiful blue marble without ever letting go and being 100% you and embracing the things that make you PerfectlyImperfect & UniquelyPerfect.
I will come to my conclusion with this, don't expect no one to care for your tree but you, never leave your tree in someones hands. because things can go wrong your poisoned, bruised, weak, dry tree is all you got and once its gone so are you. Life truly is fleeting we come in alone we leave alone but in those precious years in between cultivate, love, lose, fall, jump, cry, laugh, mess up and then mess up again. you never stop growing so why stun that with something Hell anything that isn't benefiting your Spirit. Moving forward nourish your tree because some poisons are permanent and some lye in wait till the perfect time to poison all of who you are all at once. its up to you and only you to decide what tree you have, what your tree means to you and how much are you willing to give to make sure your tree is tall and healthy and can stand the test of weather, storm, and youth (LOL)
Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*
Ty
2014 ;-)
