I Care (2012-25-12)

I Care “Clear throat”

          Yeah its early Christmas Day by the time I post this so Merry Christmas 2012 World. I have been on some songs for a bit and then they get mainstream and I lose my original passion for it but I don’t what it is about Beyoncé but she can keep a song Hot. For me “Irreplaceable” was the first then “Scared of Lonely”  “Best Thing I Never Had” “I Miss You” and now this one “I Care”.

          This song is the beez neez and yes I just typed beez neez (Too Much Pitch Perfect lately) any who back to the “I Care” movement I am digging the down beat, the drums, the roughness of the song the put her amazing voice with some sick lyrics, I am so hooked.

“I Care (Clears Throat) I know you don’t care too much but I still care.”

That sums it up the song is this line. Where are you in your world that this is ok and you feel like you in this alone for no good damn reason? It hurts my soul to know some amazing people in my life settle knowing the other doesn’t care or because its semi easy. I am not airing any of my friend’s dirty laundry I am thinking of my life experiences coupled with music and television shows.  Because I have seen me in this song living it word by word, and it is amazing now to hear it and go wow I have been there once or twice in my life and hearing this song made me look back and go “thank god you blew it thank god I dodged that bullet” another B Hit. Well she hits the nail on the coffin in the build up and damn there fell when I saw it on DVD live from Roseland.

“Baby if you cared enough I wouldn’t have to care so much, what happen to our trust now you just giving up, you used too be so in love now you don’t care no more.”

I mean honestly how do you follow those emotions, I know there was a point when I mattered to you why you giving up now? It’s crazy to think I was there in my life at one or two points and now I know so much more about me and the songs just gives me some awesome life memories. Sometimes you just gotta go dark and crawl in the mud a bit before you find that prospective you so desperately need to justify why the hell you stayed so long or dealt with so much. I think this songs speaks to a part of me that is no longer on the surface crying out but dealt with moved on from and just smiling that this song came too late and laughing about it as well. But wrapping this up so I can make Christmas breakfast and spend my first holiday with my family in 9 long years know when not to care or when to pull away and say thanks for the memories now I am moving forward…. Be Blessed & Enjoy the Holiday!! 1 More coming before 2013 comes upon us…

Live, Laugh Dance

-I See You…-

*Life is the Sum of Choices you Make”

Ty 2012 J

Empty Words (2012-07-12)

Empty Words

       I Love this song it’s on Christina Aguilera New Lotus album, which has some nice tracks on it. I must say it had a tossup between songs but it being a special month I will do all three I just don’t know in what order but I think I will do this one first.  Well I will say that I don’t emotionally relate to this song in real time I am in a great space right now and this song isn’t for a reason but in hearing it it does take me to a place of thought in my head and in my body I would love to see a lyrical piece to this song. Any who moving forward I will place in some lyrics to hear why my mind went to this song more than once or twice…

-The funny thing about hurt people, Is they tend to hurt people.
The funny thing about lies is, They're only lies.
The funny thing about hearts is, They tend to break easy.
The funny thing about healing is, Im alright-

I can live in these lyrics for a while the funny thing about hurt people is they tend to hurt people, omg how true is these statements you get to the core of a friend or lover who is hurting people or not doing right is cause somebody send them through mud so now they sending you. Lies are only lies so don’t let it rule your world, if someone is lying let it lay there its not you so don’t give life to it. I know my heart breaks easy its strong but its fragile and that’s ok but as I love I hurt it’s a gift and a curse. And as she so put the funny thing about healing is I’m Alright. Cause guess what people love me and I love me so where will my love go next time.

-So go ahead and say the things you got to say
You know you're only throwing empty words my way
So go ahead and say the things you got to say
You know you're only throwing empty words a Million Miles Away
Cause you won't break me you won't break me
You can't take me down-

          I thought of this last night on the patio you give people power this words they say you and how you let it hold your world in a state of discontent and slight misery. And in this chorus I get it and a part of me has always thought these are only words and mostly a million miles away. But then you think it’s the action behind those words that cut like a knife. But like I said I love this song to pieces but I am not here in my life but I still can get this song so much. People in this world need to love while its love still out there look at this world we are in now if your in pain grow past it or love someone, show and tell them or hurt move forward; live whatever is next is just that not happening NOW. Move past the hurt either make it work or move on, But Love without thought you can let someone hurt you and fall I love a week later with someone who may get it better. But realize when people try they cant break you, take you down, or mold you unless you give life to those Empty Words. Love the love in someone and the rest throw it out its only Empty Words.

Be Blessed this Holiday

*Life is the Sum of Choices you Make*

-I See You…-

Live, Love, Dance

Ty <3 ;-)