Payphone (2012-0-18)

Payphone  

Come on if this song isn’t on your playlist you missing out. Maroon 5 newest summers 2012 single feat Wiz Khalifa. Great break up song or for that matter a song on enlighten thinking for the less jaded people of this world LOL. Here is some words for thought.

“I'm at a payphone trying to call home. All of my change i've spent on you
Where are the times gone babyIt's all wrong, we're at  the place we made for two.

If happy ever after did existI would still be holding you like this
And all those fairytales are full of Shit. One more Fuckin love song i'll be sick. “

Genius it hit him like a ton of bricks “All my change I spent on you.” Dumbass he probably called himself, they made plans and now he the fool. I love the line about fairy tales so funny and yet so true. If fairy tales exist you wouldn’t be across the country or the world or engaged or so damn crazy. But I just realized fairy tales are full of shit. They might both cheat one or both are going to get good at lying and manipulating the other. For lack of better words Shits going to get Real. How do you deal with that feeling that times up, too many wrongs, or just not enough right, Maybe its just to night and day concept or the You see the world in a Million Colors they only see black & white. Either way that must be some hard pills to swallow. I guess it comes down to he is done no redemption he tried which is rare.

“You turned your back on tomorrow Cause you forgot yesterday I gave you my love to borrow But just gave it away. You can't expect me to be a friend I don't expect you to care I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down.
I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now i'm paralyzed. Still stucked in that time when we called it love But even the sun sets in paradise.”

Come the hell on if no one feels this come take a nap. He is emotional and hitting all the nails on the coffin. He tried everything and it still wasn’t enough, I know so many of us who do that exact thing. Hold on to relationships till there is seriously nothing but hate and pain before you let go and realize you wasted so much change on it. The best part of this is for me that last line “Even the Sun sets on Paradise”, it is so true and no one believes in bumps anymore. I guess it is something we all should have; notice I said should, because we all don’t have that and in that respect its kind of sad. We cant be friends we wont be friends you hurt me and that wont change I feel like I wasted so much of my life being what you wanted and that wont go away. So Deuces…

I guess this song struck a cord because and some point I have hit that bottom of anger and that upside to anger. Which if you know me and been around me I love that line in the tub. I feel this song and where it takes you and what you feel after it, it keeps me thinking the decisions I make has to be better. No one wants to feel less because someone didn’t delivery there end of the agreement to love, care, cherish, support, uplift, encourage. Without a ring those things are still in a committed relationship between 2 adults. It should just be without conversation or questioning those things that should be daily. I hate Valentine’s Day but I also love it, don’t tell me when to love her I show her daily I don’t need one day. And on the other hand I want someone to wanna do something special for me because I make them happy. I see the payphone concept on such a wide scale I am at a payphone (Some random part in your life) trying to find my way home, realizing I spent so much of me on you. Obama made a great quote and I so love it “Be the Change you Want to See in the World”… So True Live, Love & Dance

-I See You…-   *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* <3 Ty 2012