8/24/2012

Wide Awake (2012 -08-22)


I thought about 2 different blogs so that’s what I will do this month because of recent events I think it is cause for 2 different ones. This one is the not so nice one, so if by the end you feel like I was talking about you or that it was a personal attack STOP TALKING TO ME, LET ME GO, LEAVE ME ALONE AND KEEP YOUR MISERY TO YOURSELF. The old saying is so true Misery Loves Company for so many damn reasons “side note this has nothing to do with my personal relationship but mostly the so called friends I have made & well enemies”. In recent weeks, months, years I have started to see the dark caves in human race and glanced at them in different lights and it has been to say the least scary, enlightening, and fulfilling. Everyone has a twinge of Jealousy in them as well as a hint of Revenge or a lot of both depending on the individual and how they deal with their personal demons. And in that respect blossomed this concept behind the post your reading, we all love this song from Katy Perry and the lyrics are amazing no need to get into them if you don’t know the song or the lyrics look them up you will love them.
            I have learned to take people with a grain of salt and to that extent either they grow or they hang themselves weather its 5 weeks, months, or years in the end no one can keep their true colors hidden for too long. Like most secrets they come to the light at some point and at that same point people can only hind their true face for so long before Medusa comes out. I’m an open book and I have said that for quite a long time and nothing has changed if you wanna know something just ask and if you’re too chicken shit to ask read my blogs they have all of me to read. Here is the thing I don’t name names or give specific situations cause I care about other people’s privacy mine on the other hand is non-existent. If we are no longer friends or as a co-worker you just made me sick, the relationship ended or “I” have moved on you should too it’s not that hard stop following my Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, stop requesting my friends to get at me somehow LET IT GO you have fallen from cloud 9. I no longer care who you are what you do and how you are, you life becomes a distant memory so I advise the following DO THE SAME. Life is too short to hold grudges or HATE cause your grass is dying mine isn’t greener I just switched to turf or gravel so stop trying to keep up and be messy cause karma as we all know is an Evil Bitch “That’s B I C T H in that order” LOL sorry  had to. I guess more than mad I am just disappointed in Homo-Sapiens in general; don’t cheat on your boyfriend of 3 years and then get mad at me cause things are weird, don’t sleep around on your husband and expect me understand, please don’t think months, years after we break up that I am stunting you and please know that just cause your blood I Give cause family the first ones to screw you or not support you. Co-workers, friends, exes, and family kill me when they start ruining there life I am the escape goat NO Ma’am.
I love learning lessons and I love the growth that comes after the lesson has changed me. You learn by Listening and Living and in that order I don’t know everything and I still fall down quite a bit but like the awesome new Batman movies “why do we fall Mr. Wayne?” Its true so here is my quick rant and then I hope I don’t have to show my Ass cause very rarely do I go Dark and Alley Cat Crazy but when you try to compromise my real friends or intentionally hurt me or my feeling it’s a necessary evil and let the Record show there is someone in this world crazier then you and I probably know them . . “Yeah, I was in the dark I was falling hard with an open heart. I'm wide awake, how did I read the stars so wrong.” That line in the song is my Kryptonite I just assume people have good intentions and when you grow apart or life happens I just think okay LIFE goes on. Not true for some and to those some I welcome your anger, hate, resentment, hurt feeling but I just ask that you address me my email address is danzetim@gmail.com feel free to contact me set up a call or just send hate mail it makes my life that much more enjoyable.  Life is too damn short to be bitter or hold that kind of anger in you LET GO and live people die every damn min stop wasting your time on little old me if you LOVE me then LOVE me, if not MOVE ON. I wish you Ocean breezes and everything you need to be Happy in this Life cause if I catch you in the next run for cover J J J
In closing please for the sake of you living a little longer cause you’re not stroking out at life I have my happiness and change and growth, grow up, move on and LIVE YOUR LIFE you only get 1 don’t waste it on Jealousy, Envy, Resentment, Anger, and Child's Play we grown so get you grown homo-sapiens pants out and LIVE…
-I See You…-
*Life is the Sum of Choices you Make*
Live, Love, Laugh
Ty 2012

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