Disaster (2012-10-03)

CONCLUSION 2 - Give You Me (03-10-2012)

So I fumbled on this song from a younger artist who I haven’t heard from in a while JoJo it is a great video and the lyrics are quite beautiful. I didn’t write in September cause well last year I had a lot to say and a lot had happen that month that I wanted to be spill out and scream out. Well this year wasn’t bad at all by any standard but I felt the need not to write last month.

          Well in this moment I have my mind filled with thoughts so I got behind the music gears and this song popped up. So some lyrics to type about;

“I'm trying not to pretend that it won't happen again and again like that. Never thought it would end, but you got up in my head and my head like that. You made me happy baby, but love is crazy, so amazing. But it's changing, rearranging don't think I can take anymore.

[Chorus] Cuz the walls burned up and our love fell down and it turned into whatever now we're saying never. Feel the fire cuz it's all around and it's burning for forever and always. We gotta let it go, be on our way Look for another day, cuz it ain't the same my baby. Watch it all fall to the ground No happy ever after, just DISASTER”

So it is a break up song and a sad song shocking but true. I don’t care I love, loving and I love what love stands for and, what the fairy tales and romantic comedies, and beautiful songs all have in common LOVE. I think the song is so nice the strength in those lyrics and the meaning driving them home. I’m in love with the lyrics loving is hard loving someone is harder. You have to come to terms with these simple truths that all love isn’t forever and all things end. Those aren’t bad concepts; just know in some of those things that end is a DISASTER.

It is hard to think that things can change but it is something that is inevitable. You have to know that love is hard and it doesn’t always work out. But in these moments you get some great opportunities to personally move you in a better direction. And in others it is as the titled says a Disaster, you have to realize that it is extremely hard to cope or deal when disaster strikes but with the right friends and mindset the disaster is just a storm not a Hurricane.  Catch this Breakdown;

“You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me, not feeling my heart beat, and now it's dying. I am through it, I-I am through all the agony, Now my eyes are drying, drying, No more crying, Lying's just a game. So disaster strikes, And I'm alright' cause my love's on its way.”

I love this; after all that she did in making them work this happen and she realized it’s not worth the tears or heartache so she moves on. The heart can only take so much pain before it gives in and let’s go, you can’t come back from some things. People have to realize the consequences of the choices they make, often it’s hard to think of someone else in the selfish world we live in today but it’s not so difficult to put someone first until disaster hits.

I think it is just hard to think another relationship done and over and all you have is the scars from it and all you can do is pick up the pieces and move forward. I love by the end breakdown she is fine and she sings “Disaster strikes and I’m alright cause my love is on the way” I love that line it is so true cause once the blow to your heart is evident  you see the forest from the trees. You start to see that this may have been the best thing to happen to you. When the Disaster is over when does past? Its crazy simple but stupid hard just Give Me You (Ohh Full Circle) the real you the person I see forever with and if that’s too much to ask then this Disaster can’t be fixed.  

Ok for my last thoughts both songs and posts mean so much to me I love the songs so much and the lyrics mean everything to me. I guess you wait for someone to be who you saw when you realized the game changed and when disaster hits its like all I wanted was You no gimmick Give Me You and that was too hard. The best part about a Disaster is the rebuild afterwards you can make changes reinforce the right wing (Batman reference) know what not to do the next time or look disaster in the eye and say listen let’s try this from the top without all the shit that just happen and learn to love again…

Forgiveness is so much more then saying sorry!! And to Love someone that may not be good for you is a hard pill to swallow, But Life is the Sum of Choices you Make and if I See You.. for all that you are and for what you bring to my life then just Give Me You so we can avert the next Disaster together!!!

Ty 2012