I Care “Clear
throat”
Yeah its early Christmas Day by the
time I post this so Merry Christmas 2012 World. I have been on some songs for a
bit and then they get mainstream and I lose my original passion for it but I
don’t what it is about Beyoncé but she can keep a song Hot. For me
“Irreplaceable” was the first then “Scared of Lonely” “Best Thing I Never Had” “I Miss You” and now
this one “I Care”.
This song is the beez neez and yes I
just typed beez neez (Too Much Pitch Perfect lately) any who back to the “I
Care” movement I am digging the down beat, the drums, the roughness of the song
the put her amazing voice with some sick lyrics, I am so hooked.
“I Care
(Clears Throat) I know you don’t care too much but I still care.”
That
sums it up the song is this line. Where are you in your world that this is ok
and you feel like you in this alone for no good damn reason? It hurts my soul
to know some amazing people in my life settle knowing the other doesn’t care or
because its semi easy. I am not airing any of my friend’s dirty laundry I am
thinking of my life experiences coupled with music and television shows. Because I have seen me in this song living it
word by word, and it is amazing now to hear it and go wow I have been there
once or twice in my life and hearing this song made me look back and go “thank
god you blew it thank god I dodged that bullet” another B Hit. Well she hits
the nail on the coffin in the build up and damn there fell when I saw it on DVD
live from Roseland.
“Baby if
you cared enough I wouldn’t have to care so much, what happen to our trust now
you just giving up, you used too be so in love now you don’t care no more.”
I mean
honestly how do you follow those emotions, I know there was a point when I
mattered to you why you giving up now? It’s crazy to think I was there in my
life at one or two points and now I know so much more about me and the songs
just gives me some awesome life memories. Sometimes you just gotta go dark and
crawl in the mud a bit before you find that prospective you so desperately need
to justify why the hell you stayed so long or dealt with so much. I think this
songs speaks to a part of me that is no longer on the surface crying out but
dealt with moved on from and just smiling that this song came too late and
laughing about it as well. But wrapping this up so I can make Christmas
breakfast and spend my first holiday with my family in 9 long years know when
not to care or when to pull away and say thanks for the memories now I am
moving forward…. Be Blessed & Enjoy the Holiday!! 1 More coming before 2013
comes upon us…
Live, Laugh
Dance
-I See You…-
*Life is the
Sum of Choices you Make”
Ty 2012 J
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