Walking On Snow (2013-01-04)

Walking on Snow…

                So I have been trying to blog about Kelly Clarkson “Don’t Let Me Stop You”  and I was trying to feel it and it wasn’t working as a song in itself I live in it but I couldn’t express it on paper. So after 2 times last month and yesterday trying I finally moved on. Not because I didn’t love the song but because a new me arose. I had been nice then hateful for years with Ex’s and this Day not just about them but my nice and hateful found a happy blend and I thought of this song by Jordin Spark’s Sophomore Album “Battlefield”. When it came out I bought it, which if you know me means I love Jordin. Any who I Lived in the song back then danced at a gym in Vegas late nights and was like “This a hot move-on Song” but, I wasn’t there in my life. So this song came to me the moment I came into I blended, evolved, more-functioning me. I will give you lyrics then we can live together in the New Moment “Walking on Snow”...

-Versus - Your love was a waste of time, you've been left behind. You made no mark on me, you’re gone and you left no sign.

You’re not on my mind, don’t try to press rewind.

 Chorus - It’s like walking on snow, without leaving a trace. You’re not gonna see, gonna see this heart break.

You huff and you puff but I’m not blown away. When are you gonna get it I’m so unaffected.-

“I don’t hate you, but I no longer give a hot damn about your feeling or your existence in this universe (or the next).” I lived in the lyrics like the waste of time, the no rewind; it’s like walking on Snow without leaving a trace. I fell the first time I heard it lived all in the song even more the second time.  I hit for the first time my wall but not in a hateful way but in a WOW no need for anger or nicest in this world but an Honest Truth in Everything. I found some peace hearing this song and with the last 8 years or so of making some dumb decisions and Amazing Choices ALL Smiles hearing the lyrics and feeling what I felt then but with Life added to that made me jump behind the laptop. I am the first to say I understand I get it, yeah it’s ok, basically come use or hurt me lol. But this song played on repeat for a while and it smashed into me “Playing their game will never work” so I stop playing any game quit to the main menu and hit “Honest Truth”. At that point I didn’t give 2 pigeons’ (You know I hate birds) what happen or if they family was ok or if they were happy I was happy and that’s what mattered and those doors can now close with heavy locks and be tossed into the Laurention Abyss.

                I wanna say it is always a journey and never a destination which I think is my senior year motto which would be funny because my reunion is this year. Anyway journeys are long and some hurt more than others and some leave scars not all physical but anything that hinders your happiness is poison. When I watched that movie and got the tattoo I wrote a blog and now in writing this one it is still relevant. “Why do I and everyone I love fall for people who treat us like nothing? We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve”, that statement is so true.  Change that now not just for your personal happiness but so what you deserve is the world and shouldn’t settle for someone who won’t treat you that way. Life is too short it is not just a saying or a cliché its real the small amount of time we are here shouldn’t we make the best of it? Look back at your past on last time and Think of walking on Snow and see that the past is History and cannot be undone. Look forward and the Future is foggy and a Complete Mystery, and cannot be predicted. But today is a Gift that is why we call it “The Present”, enjoy it live it. Close those doors for you for your Happily Ever After for the Shooting for Stars Dreams that comes true.  My last is almost out so vibe off these lyrics and I will finish my thoughts.

- [Chorus 2:] it’s like walking on snow, without leaving a trace. When all that you said never carried no weight.
I came out untouched and in another place When ya gonna get it I’m so unaffected.-

To close this out “All that you said never carried no weight” just really got me. I think of it this way, once you come to a Honest Truth place all that was said and hurtful or just unnecessary is steam under I hot bridge. But a disclaimer from me your going to want to say a lot to a lot of Ex’s or just to a lot people who u start to see as a hinder now that prospective have switch a bit. It is up to you to act on them I did and will cause well you know me and with this new Weapon my mind is I am good to go. Those words those pains are in another place then you are now. So transcend and become the Übermensch in your life and start to see that shift in your personality knowing your worth, accepting nothing less, and Moving Forward. It’s Now April so I hope Life beings all of you not what you want but what you Need… And I wanna thank my Brother for being him and giving my new name an Amazballz birth Ty Johnson because Johnson is who I am Johnson is Me Long live the JOHNSON's now Kneel!!!

*Life is The Sum of Choices You Make* *Übermensch* *I See You…* * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart*

<3 Ty Johnson

2013