So in saying that this amazing song is by the beautiful and talented Chrisette Michele and i heard it and fell in love with the lyrics but, my mind set is on "What Happens when Friends Need Love". I have been in my mind a lot the last couple of months that's why i haven't wrote any entries. A lot has happen and so much is still happening I thought of what happens when friends need love cause that's what i have been feeling a lot lately. What happens when friends need love? do you drop your life and move life around, comfort the best way you know how, give more then most, ignore etc. there is so many ways to go about it. I think I will dip into my happens.
I think i also chose this song because of some of the lyrics that can pertain to not just friendships but any and all Relationships, So check it then on to another one.
Baby, I'm a grown woman dealing with grown woman things
So if you're gonna stay in my lane some things gonna have to change
'Cause I'm so done with all the not knowing
So over wondering what you've done
I'm 'bout to be on to another one
So over being so over
So done with not having any fun
I'm 'bout to be on to another one
Love these lyrics because i think so many people get comfortable in they roles like they aren't replaceable or that they roles is essential to my survival or your survival. Um NO i love that she sings "If you gonna stay in my Lane some things are gonna change" I may have sung my own version of this LOL this may not be the actual but it sounds perfect. So on to another one, when do you look at someone you loved, looked up too, respected, trusted, or anything else and say to them "Deuces"? When it shakes your day out of orbit that's when, I have been pillar or super friend-zoned, or backbone to some selfish people. Like in real life my Pops & Dad told me the same thing in so many words "Not Everyone is meant to be a chapter in your novel." And i got that whole heatedly I had to learn to say bye to not just friendships but family ties and relationshits. It is crazy to realize that life will go on the world will continue to turn and the trees will blow is I am not your whipping boy. it is only my fault to blame because you either create or allow all that happens to you.
These new memories i am making in this new city while i am going through so much transition is both scary and so much damn fun. To truly evolve and to see your own energy your life plan your purpose your path it is truly relieving. And i may not have non of the tools but i see the road and walking on it came so easy once I started looking at people and going "I am so over being so over" or "Yay another disappointment". When we as a generation accept our destinies as the next stage in Evolution then our Destinies will be clear. I believe Destiny is the bridge you build to the ones you Love, and today is the day not tomorrow or when your dream job comes in. its not worth missing something amazing because you weren't open to something new due to the ASSHAT of a friend who drains you or only calls when its convenient or beneficial to them. That sibling or parent or family member you have to just CUT OFF because like i always say "Blood don't Make you Family LOYALTY does". I have some spirits in my life who our my family through and through and i have to send some love to Ladies that blood didn't bond us loyalty did, Tika, "J.D." Watts, Colette "Janet Jackson", Abby "Momma Bear", "Mary Jane" Mary, and Megan "JuneBug". You Beautiful, amazing, talented, spiritual phoenixes, moms, wives, moguls, intelligent, business women you all aren't just chapters in my book your in the acknowledgement and some of the major reasons why I smile daily. I am blessed to have such Amazing backbones that are truly irreplaceable.
In closing I leave you with this please don't exhaust yourself or your spiritual Bird for people who wouldn't mourn your death or celebrate your life. In this small amount of time my body occupies this planet I never said i wanted to leave this Huge Monument of me on Earth, I said I want to touch someones heart daily and after 15062845 Minutes, 251047 Hours, and 10460 days I could peacefully leave this planet tomorrow and would have lived 30 full lives and touched so many spirits that someone would wake up 30 years after my passing and go "I miss him" that in itself is a Legacy. So touch those who need it, deserve it, and most of all open to Accepting it. Or like this bomb song said "I'm about to be on to Another One...
Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*
Ty
2014 ;-)
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