You ever feel like you are a video
game from the mid 90’s and you need to blow the cartridge and restart the
console. Well I was listening to this amazing song from Sam Smith with that
title and that’s the first thing that popped into my head. And it got me to
seriously sitting going when if ever had I restarted rebooted Me. In the song
it is about a relationship and restarting from that, but I got to thinking do
we ever just restart to get new insight, new ideas, and honestly some new
prospective.
So when I was in the lyrics I took
some of the ones that stood out to me and laid them in my head to filter my
train of thought.
Chorus- “ What do you want from me when I just
wanna restart You keep coming back for me when you're the one who tore us apart
And the truth is I'm better on my own
And I'm the one to leave it apart
So let me restart”
So let me restart”
What
do you want from me because I just wanna restart? Yes like yes x3 why does it
ever have to get to this point at any moment in your life weather it’s a lover
friend, coworker, family or life in all that comes with that. I recently
Restarted ALL of me because I had hit that glitch I had been overlooking or not
really addressing, or that Sonic the Hedgehog 3 with Sonic & Knuckles on
the bottom and you got to blow both cartridges. I feel like 2014 was one of those years I will
never forget because in my darkest hour and lowest point I was still soaring
with stars. When I hit restart so much changed and all that was so out of reach
and nonexistent became quite clear.
I
think in every aspects of our life’s we should consider that manual restart
that purge in a sense. You start to lag and forget things, you become complacent,
boring, and at the end of it all less then what the Universe put you here for.
Nothing is worth my Destiny I see that now more than ever and I swear I jamming
the shuffle and I remember a friend telling me about him an I was like this song is Bomb. Then I played it
again and kind of reminisced on a version of me long dead but very present in
my conscious and all that mad came back up out my spirit. Before I would have played
cool and moved forward but not really MOVE ON. Let me park on someone street
real quick.
I
See You.. is something I love and live by and the loyalty that comes with truly
seeing someone and accepting them the world could use more of. But in back to
my thought in not moving on, I kind of
got stuck on replay or that skipped part you could conquer until you manually
restart and blew. When I saw that it was time to RESTART I didn’t hesitate or
question the universe on this I started to cleanse my spirit of so much past
pain and new pain. While doing so I found clarity in my mind, body, and spirit;
all this on the eve of my 29th. I basked in letting go and moving on
not forward because sometimes moving on means standing still or takings some
steps back to clean as you go and not have to reclean. I felt renewed and I still
feel renewed because I am not a religious man but my Spirit is not just lifted
but its soaring to places in never thought of.
I
will stop my thought with this; if you are unhappy or questioning the choices
in your life maybe think about hitting that RESTART and allowing you to reboot
and cleanse that old system of cache and trash and built up nonsense. Life is
too short and you miss so much LOVE and LIFE reliving old mistakes or taking
inventory of a factory that needs a remodel. Allow yourself the simple pleasure
of Happiness and I mean true Happiness not in someone or something but in
EVERYTHING. The Universe is waiting on us to open ourselves to it not just in
technology but in Spirit. When I Restarted and my Phoenix rose from the ashes of
the old me I didn’t feel like a new version of me I felt like the only true
version there was of me…
Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think
We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love
Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*
Ty
2014 ;-)
