Another One (2014-01-05)

This is a different kind of blog today, I love the song but i think for a moment i will just blog on the topic on my mind and just title them the song that is on repeat the most...

    So in saying that this amazing song is by the beautiful and talented Chrisette Michele and i heard it and fell in love with the lyrics but, my mind set is on "What Happens when Friends Need Love". I have been in my mind a lot the last couple of months that's why i haven't wrote any entries. A lot has happen and so much is still happening I thought of what happens when friends need love cause that's what i have been feeling a lot lately. What happens when friends need love? do you drop your life and move life around, comfort the best way you know how, give more then most, ignore etc. there is so many ways to go about it. I think I will dip into my happens. 

 I think i also chose this song because of some of the lyrics that can pertain to not just friendships but any and all Relationships, So check it then on to another one. 

Baby, I'm a grown woman dealing with grown woman things
So if you're gonna stay in my lane some things gonna have to change

'Cause I'm so done with all the not knowing
So over wondering what you've done
I'm 'bout to be on to another one

So over being so over
So done with not having any fun
I'm 'bout to be on to another one

 Love these lyrics because i think so many people get comfortable in they roles like they aren't replaceable or that they roles is essential to my survival or your survival. Um NO i love that she sings "If you gonna stay in my Lane some things are gonna change" I may have sung my own version of this LOL this may not be the actual but it sounds perfect. So on to another one, when do you look at someone you loved, looked up too, respected, trusted, or anything else and say to them "Deuces"? When it shakes your day out of orbit that's when, I have been pillar or super friend-zoned, or backbone to some selfish people. Like in real life my Pops & Dad told me the same thing in so many words "Not Everyone is meant to be a chapter in your novel." And i got that whole heatedly I had to learn to say bye to not just friendships but family ties and relationshits. It is crazy to realize that life will go on the world will continue to turn and the trees will blow is I am not your whipping boy. it is only my fault to blame because you either create or allow all that happens to you. 

    These new memories i am making in this new city while i am going through so much transition is both scary and so much damn fun. To truly evolve and to see your own energy your life plan your purpose your path it is truly relieving. And i may not have non of the tools but i see the road and walking on it came so easy once I started looking at people and going "I am so over being so over" or "Yay another disappointment". When we as a generation accept our destinies as the next stage in Evolution then our Destinies will be clear. I believe Destiny is the bridge you build to the ones you Love, and today is the day not tomorrow or when your dream job comes in. its not worth missing something amazing because you weren't open to something new due to the ASSHAT of a friend who drains you or only calls when its convenient or beneficial to them. That sibling or parent or family member you have to just CUT OFF because like i always say "Blood don't Make you Family LOYALTY does". I have some spirits in my life who our my family through and through and i have to send some love to Ladies that blood didn't bond us loyalty did, Tika, "J.D." Watts, Colette "Janet Jackson", Abby "Momma Bear", "Mary Jane" Mary, and Megan "JuneBug". You Beautiful, amazing, talented, spiritual phoenixes, moms, wives, moguls, intelligent, business women you all aren't just chapters in my book your in the acknowledgement and some of the major reasons why I smile daily. I am blessed to have such Amazing backbones that are truly irreplaceable. 

    In closing I leave you with this please don't exhaust yourself or your spiritual Bird for people who wouldn't mourn your death or celebrate your life. In this small amount of time my body occupies this planet I never said i wanted to leave this Huge Monument of me on Earth, I said I want to touch someones heart daily and  after 15062845 Minutes, 251047 Hours, and 10460 days I could peacefully leave this planet tomorrow and would have lived 30 full lives and touched so many spirits that someone would wake up 30 years after my passing and go "I miss him" that in itself is a Legacy. So touch those who need it, deserve it, and most of all open to Accepting it. Or like this bomb song said "I'm about to be on to Another One...

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty

2014 ;-) 

Thunder (2014-19-01)

Well, lets kick this off right with a Happy 2014 Woohooo!!!!

Thunder this came to me soon as it dropped in the UK and I loved it  but I was searching for words or meaning this whole time and now I have it and I am over the moon excited. Okay so this year has brought so much joy and some memorable memories for me and that brightens my heart and soul like you would never believe. This post may be longer then some cause it's a lot in this beautiful song and on my mind. So we will start with versus 1.

Versus 1:I’m a red and fragile rose, Won't grow in the dark alone.
Take me their cause I need to find the light. I hate that I'm scared of this
But you believe so I'll take the risk, Hold me and tell me I'm all right.

Now I'm falling down, You lift me up to the clouds.
Yes, I'm falling down You lift me up Yea!

I mean to whom it may concern this is Beautiful in so many different ways. Like as lyrics I am living in her voice and the song itself but, then I think of where I am and I have so many amazing beautiful people in my life now and this are my lights. They are making me take leaps, grow, love, joke, evolve, lean on, talk to and so much more. I Love this space I am in right now and it is all the Thunder in the sky(my life). You know if you had asked me about 4 months ago I would be back in the city I love around the people I love both new and old and on cloud 12 I would have called bullshit. These Spirits are so beautiful and not just here but the people thats touched my life the last year has blown me away. I will give chorus 1 and continue my mindset.

Chorus 1: You make my hands shake, I watch the glass break
Around my guarded heart tonight. This ain't no mistake
You make my earth quake You feel like thunder in the sky, Like thunder, thunder, thunder…

Its crazy cause i have some amazing women recently and they each in their own way made theses lyrics alive.  Non in a romantic way (Praise the Heavens cause I am so happy Single), but these phenomenal women completely moved me and some i just met, some i haven't seen in a while, and few were in and out in a blink but they left a mark. And the crazy thing was it was all positive because i changed my mindset. I realised that Sagittarius women aren't my downfall they are my Guardian Angels and i love that, it hit me when i back tracked and saw that they were the ones i still chat with, care about, respect. I take my hat off to all you Sag ladies as well as Women as a unit. I wanna put the last break down and then finish my thought process. 

Break:I was broken and starting to think that I'm should be ashamed
Trebling and nervous and naked feeling afraid
Then you came and told me and showed to fight through the rain
Fight through the rain, to fight through the rain

This was me to the letters like I lost it in my living room dancing when i heard this, as we do as dancers. To say I am glad life happened and everything happens for a reason is an understatement. Weather it was the smile, or the conversation, or the text, the hug, the meaningful compliment, or the acknowledgement that your happy i am in your life this year i soak it all up and return it ten fold. Life is the Sum of Choices you Make and I am Highly Favored and over joyed and ones i have made. Because in Knowing Thyself i truly see that everyone is Perfectly Imperfect and Uniquely Perfect. 

So i will end it with this thanks you all you Beautiful Spirits you are the women that will lead my generation to Love and Hope again. And I truly mean that the Women i know and love are changing the world and i am over the moon t be apart of it…

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty

2014 ;-) 

Without the Love… In Her Words! (2013-11-24)

Without the Love… In Her Words! (2013-11-24)

So I know I just wrote a blog but we know I  cant stop when I hear I song and or tune my ears and heart to the words of a woman. After listening to this song but Demi Lovato I had to write another post. Because I normally give women most the credit because they deserve it but this is for you “New Women”. I will not shy away from me saying women have fallen from the ivory tower we placed them on and some took on their own. Never hesitant to say this new generation of women is weaker or “fallen from grace" of the moms and grandmas of past but in that I must state “Applause to you NEW WOMEN”. I see so much strength in ladies today my powerful women don't worry there is still some weak closed sad ones out there “I See You…”.But you New Women are moving mountains, making your voice heard, Living your life without restraint and it's so HOT. 

I picked this song because she goes in on a relationship that is fake and she is so aware. She can tell the love isn't there anymore and she wants to make it work so she making it known for real. Like she give you the line “Like you’re DiMaggio?” Which I Love the throwback to the Old days especially speaking about a real smooth man Mr. Joe DiMaggio I will give you the bulk then finish with this process?

Bridge: And you work so hard to get me, just to let me go Yeah you put me in the spotlight, just to steal the show And you try to take me home like you're DiMaggio, oh It's such a joke.

Chorus: Why are you singing me love songs? What good is a love song, what good is a love song without the love?
Why are we acting like lovers? We don't know each other Even though we used to rule the world
Why are you singing me love songs? What good is a love song, a love song without the love?

I love this because in recent months I have seen some amazing things, some things that never change, things I wish would, and mostly growth. Especially in a woman’s outlook on Love, The lyrics are great because she can tell he is saying and doing everything like he used to but no love is in it. So for me I was over the moon because this woman was talking to me and it was so pure she says, “I found my happily ever after, and it wasn't work it was time, love, patience, knowing and owning our power as individuals and a couple.” And she just kept walking through the mall. And I was done no one heard it or was around, but she got me to talking and I found that strong, independent, smart, driven women are starting an underground revolution that shouldn't be underground. It should be in front of the masses. 

I love this cause they see that real men exist and that they don't have to settle, or hell that loving another women is just have amazing and it's OK. I am on board pre ordered my tickets, got the early discount goodies, and waiting for the event. And in the build up at the end she keeps it so real and so adult yet poetic like an artist. it's his last chance to make it work and then its curtains

Build: This is the bend before the break, When we forget the harmony
This is how water-colours fade into distant memories…

That is so damn beautiful and tragic, and Poetic. She lays it out there it's not broken yet but it is breaking so help me or this is it. She hit him with the “Distant Memories” which for a New Women its easy it simple for them to write you off like they just attended your funeral “And Bye Bye”. I truly feel overjoyed and the strength I see in old friends, past coworkers, new friends and that warms my heart more then anything to see growth feel growth and give that growth back. It brightens my day to write this one. 

I leave you with this Don't listen to love songs a man or anyone gives you if there is no LOVE in it. You have found what was missing now run with it, hell if no one believes in you trust me there is a sisterhood that does. And if they don't I told you all I already purchased a ticket to the “New Woman Revolution” and I got the fitted T for the Rally BAZINGA. Fight for what makes you happy and if work quit, but if you happy and you found something or someone that makes your smile constant then like Beyonce` say, “Smash into it”.

*We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* *I See You…* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart* *Perfectly Imperfect* *Uniquely Perfect* *Know Thyself*

 <3 Ty 2013

Not A Bad Thing (2013-18-11)

Not A Bad Thing (2013-18-11)

Ok so I waited awhile before I sat down to write about this song. Well, first I was extra busy getting in to shape and,  2 working with a lot of Cosmetic Muggle's which has been enlightening and prompted this post. Ok so I love doing make up as another career but with all things there is tremendous ups and downs. The money, costumers, co-workers are all on the plus side. On the flip side problems I feel for a lot of my team, I think it is a huge difference between dancers and humans don't argue with me you all know I am right. So I have a little over 24 years with female Entertainer  I understand, relate, connect with on so many random levels which is why they tend to be my closest friends or I sleep with my cast mates on more then 6 occasions(or should I say contracts). Any who back to my train of thought, so in recent weeks my cosmetics team and new women in the dance life is opening up and I love it because women are such Enigmas and So intriguing its Beautiful. In saying that it is so amazing to hear how these Amazing Creatures think and I came to the same conclusion which is“Women WAY more often then not love men that #Aintworthshit [I hash-tag LOL]”. 

Here is some lyrics from this Amazing Song for JT off the 20/20 Pt2 Album, which can I say is interesting cause great musicians are making great albums again. This song was like on repeat for a while because I loved it because it in itself is  the epitome of  Me and, a woman missing a great man because she settling for the BullShit. Go on this journey with me PLEASE…

Versus:Said all I want from you, Is to see you tomorrow, And every tomorrow Maybe you'll let me borrow, your heart. And is it too much to ask for every Sunday? And while we're at it throw in every other day to start

Bridge: I know people make promises all the time, Then they turn right around and break them. When someone cuts your heart open with a knife and you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time, And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it

Chorus:So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me
Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me…

RIGHT is this not crazy this Hopeless Romantic this person that is what the fairy tales told you about, or the movies we all love, hell for me it's not only Me its what I love about LOVE.  I wanna know please comment below i need some feedback, because over a year i have been single and now hearing so many different stories from so many different lives, background, and walks of life its like “DO YOU WANNA BE TRULY HAPPY?”

Where is it ok to be unhappy? Did you read these lyrics “I could be that guy, to heal it over time, and I won’t stop until you believe it. Because baby your worth it”. There is so many amazing people in this world I wanna say that Line too. As to say let me be your Pillar, best friend, weekly Rant, sometime tease, and in rare occasions the Love you forgot was out there. Each separate and unique to the many people i have encountered. So the track progresses in a beautiful new age way of saying  “I can be Forever” with the chorus “Don’t act like its a bad thing to fall in love with me, cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me.” i love the “you might fuck around” I live in that line lets be honest its 2013 why you settling for :-/ When some I may be your forever. That is beautiful to me and thinking it makes me love this song so much. 

So the last little lyric that got me thinking is the “Spend all your time and money just to find out that my Love was FREE.” I am sitting thinking you wasting a lot  of love, care, tenderness, compassion on something that you constantly paying for when I am FREE. You got me, to LOVE regardless and in spite of. But you gotta open your eyes. 

Completing my thought on this song. I love that so many people forget that at some point in their life they thought of the Epic Love, The Adventure of Loving like the stories, books, movies, tv that the world gives us. I love that feeling of wanting to just Love and my Hopeless Romantic comes out and i wanna just let her know she's My World and I am her Universe. If this is you let it be you all the time because who you are is Beautiful, And if you met this person in your life “Its Not A Bad Thing” to fall in Love. Please give your feedback I am talking to some publishers and I want any and all comments….

*We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* *I See You…* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart* *Perfectly Imperfect* *Uniquely Perfect* *Know Thyself*"

<3 Ty L. Johnson

2013

Let Me Go (2013-21-10)

So I Decided to kind of Video Chat about a Song, first time for Everything huh!!!

Do i like the sound of Voice Who Knows LOL Hope you all Do 

Give some feedback....

Ty

2013

Not A Bad Thing (Video Mode) FIRST EVER

First Video Post hope it turns out ok I may have to Repost on YouTube!!!!

You Can't Win (Know Thyself) (2013-22-09)

You Can't Win (Know Thyself) (2013-22-09)

OK well its been a while and for me clearly that means a lot has happen. Well first heres to my Virgos, our season is over but never forgotten "Know Kneel before Zod." Sorry about that! its kind of weird i couldn't write during our season or my birthday. But if you know me you know my stars weren't right, my karma felt off and my life was out of balance. I wasn't me. And its so crazy for me to write that cause i haven't felt 100% not me in literally 10 years to the moment which also freaked me out a bit. 10 years ago to date my family moved out of Detroit and my whole life Evolved, and ten years later i felt just as lost as i did walking across Murray Wrights stage to get that damn piece of paper earlier this month. 

So why this title? Well if you know me or seen me i got my 13th tattoo and yes the 13th one and it was PERFECT timing. Because most see 13 as bad or Ominous but i see so much more the stars this virgo season was beautiful, its was a friday the 13th this Month, i got my 13th tattoo, it just happen to be "Know Thyself in Greek", i moved back to Las Vegas this month, and for the first time in almost 2 years i feel more like me then i ever have. It made me sit down and write the day after Virgo looked to Libra. Cray Cray Meow right? 

So to the "YOU CANT WIN by KELLY CLARKSON" well thanks to my soulmate sister who got me this memory stick, and the first albums i put on it on it were albums we chatted about one night like 8 hours straight of music and talking about "Life is the Sum of Choices you Make". Which oddly enough was the tattoo i was suppose to get as my 13 but end up getting "Know Thy Self" which this song off her "Stronger" album is the other half of this title. if you haven't heard it here is some lyrics to get you on my page.

-If you go They say you're following, If you don't Then you're too good for them.

If you smile You must be ignorant, If you don't - what's your problem?If you`re down - so ungrateful

And if you're happy - why so selfish? And you can't win, no You can't win, no…

The one who doesn't quite fit in, Underdressed Under your skin, oh A walking disaster!!!

Everytime you try to fly you end up falling out of line Oh, you can't YOU CAN'T WIN no

If you're thin Poor little walking disease, If you're not They're all screaming obese.

If you're straight why aren't you married yet? If you're gay why aren't you waving a flag?

If it's wrong, you're nailing it If it's right, you always miss You can't win, no...

This is where i was, i felt like no matter what choice i made someone would be mad or disappointed. like no matter what i did i was screwed in someones eyes. And my friends were all like evolving in such beautiful,painful, amazing ways. And even though some were tough or absolutely beautiful i was happy to see my close friends make this leaps, But deep down  i felt like i was stagnant, dark, judged and weak. and this song changed so much of that like I had to realize whats good for is not going to make everyone happy and i can parch about live your life to the fullest and I am just existing "What the Douce". So that had to change and the more i heard this song LIFE was clicking into a better place all around. It was the light I needed like, i can't win not matter what choice i make so fuck it I choose to be in a Perfectly Imperfect and Uniquely Perfect and if they don't get it then "Bye Bye". And i remembered seeing "ΓΝΩΘΙ ΣΑΥΤΟΝ"  when i was in both Germany and Greece. And that became my 13th tattoo for all the reasons i had been searching for the last 2+ years and i loved getting it. I could look in the mirror again and start to see Me and what I wanted and what was good for ME. and its funny because Me, Myself and I by Beyonce was another one of my first albums on the pre Vegas stick of Course ALL JANETS was 1st DUH. 

I guess here is the meat of it to me, you can't live in fear of others. So many of us live with choices we wish we could redo or hell undo and none of us is perfect but on this little time we here lets try to be the best version of us possible without the glare of everyones opinion. Because to Know Thyself gives you more happiness then anything else. This song got me cause its like you can't be Single and happy or your career has to matter to someone besides you or where you live effects too many people. I got to a better state when i looked into who i was and where i was and what i was doing. I went to church twice and life was getting better and better, you have be be able to look in the mirror and Love the flaws because the "You" that you present  to the world has to be the you everyone sees. 

To close this, I am so proud of the evolution of my Family (Not all Blood), life is happening and i can't wait to see old friends, be close to new friends, have everlasting memories,  keep the happiness going strong, and Know Thyself. Because losing in everyones eyes might mean you Finally Win!!!

*We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* *I See You…* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart* *Perfectly Imperfect* *Uniquely Perfect* *Know Thyself*"

<3 Ty L. Johnson

2013

Perfectly Imperfect (2013-01-07)

Perfectly-Imperfect

                I thought of so many songs these last couple months, and nothing stuck to me. Well actually a lot did but none really made me wanna write so I haven’t and then I thought about it, “go inward it’s been a while and you may have something to say” so here we are. I thought of songs and moments and everything in my life to date and a lot flooded in and a lot was talked about. Not just with the Cabinet of People in my Head but with Friends Family as well and some things stood out. 

                 I Am Loved…  And Words can’t express what that means to SEE IT. I See You…(Click the Link to Read it)  probably my favorite blog to date and it was done over 3 years ago, wow things change time flies when you’re having fun. I have had so many experiences I never thought I would have and so many moments of clarity it has been kind of surreal. Well I guess my first was the amazing revelation that I am so glad to be single and so OK with it, and for those who are single and feel like “This Sucks” you need some damn Me Time immediately with you, yourself, and a mirror. I have AWFUL sight when it comes to dating and relationships, I’m ok with that to a point.I know now is not my time so no fighting the Universe on this promise. I have learned that lesson too many times I’m over fighting what T.P.T.B. is trying to keep apart. I am extremely happy in this moment take that and let that be my gospel.

                You know everyone is put here for a reason and if the Universe (Or God) exists then we are all Destined to be and do different things. I was telling friends recently it’s when we deviate from PATH life lessons happen(Dark) and you make choices that will either send you further off path to Road blocks or more on path to the Happiness you read about in Fairy Tales which is just Reality in its least sinister form. And you don’t have to be Dying or Old to have that Happiness. Single, married, dating, or with kids, Life is the Sum of Choices you Make I believe it, and try to Live it 24/7. I felt GENUINE LOVE in people who I hadn’t seen me in 20, 14, 10, 6, 2 years and some I had just met. It was scary because so much of me feels different and out of place in the BEST WAY possible in this world and didn’t realize how many people LOVED IT and embraces that and Feeds on it and Smiles at it, respects it and ultimately SEES IT. It was so mind-blowing for me in a world so selfish and so Down with some terrible people that suck happiness, love and all that makes you feel special right out of you. So for me to feel that from friends, family, new spirits in my life both near and far, old face reappearing in different lights is Amazing it sent me back on Path because I let Life take me off Path for a while and I thought Never Again you got the Best of Me the Last time.

2 months Whew it has been one revelation after another, here is another one. Why don’t you have kids? Or are Married?, Why, Is my answer I don’t ask why you married why you have kids why you date some Duh da Duhs or hell why you happy. Because if you happy I am extra happy for you, but I don’t judge your life choices I could but why would I. And so the world is informed Hahaha I have a 17 year old daughter who I love more than the air I breathe. She is my God-Daughter as in the Universe (God) sent her to me and, charged me with loving her and giving her the Best of me so she knew she was Loved *Regardless and In Spite of*I didn’t tell a lot of people even close friends for the simple fact I knew what she meant to me but I know this world. Hell I didn’t give some the chance to judge or comment or know because she’s what life is worth Living for to me, no one could change that.

I mean living that Full Quality Loving Life and she drove me to be a better Man and to that goal daily. I missed so much because I made different life choices and she knows now that my love is regardless in and In Spite of. You can’t tell an adoptive parent, step parent, or foster parent that their love isn’t real or they don’t understand because they don’t have their own. I call bullshit I feel in some instances our love is more because we aren’t obligated to Love these people so our Love is selfless. Not because that’s our legacy or my heir because they are those to us as well, but that’s not our thoughts. Mine is “I want this spirit to know I am here for her until my body leaves this world then she got me forever.” 

                So to finish this up; Perfectly Imperfect to me is Loving All of You your scars, weight, baggage, flaws, gifts, quirks, light and accepting that you aren’t Perfect but your Imperfections make you Uniquely Perfect. So much more now than the past 27 years I guess life’s making more sense.  Basically LOVE YOU, I Love me and all that has happen in my life and all that I am. I’m willing to tell anyone that, and give an answer to any question asked to me. Really and truly I realized my Uniqueness and that it truly is not for everyone. But the Hearts that I have touched, the spirits I am connected with, or the People that get I See You then -I See You…- 

So please find your PERFECTLY IMPERFECT form Live, Love and be truly happy in your UNIQUELY PERFECT self.

*We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* *I See You…* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart* *Perfectly Imperfect**Uniquely Perfect*

<3 Ty

2013 

Bye Bye Love (2013-27-04)

Bye Bye Love

OK let me just start this with a firm I Love Pandora my special blend of Bruno Mars, Kelly Clarkson, and Janet Jackson is Amazballz. Well along the way I found this little treasure by Backstreet Boys called “Bye Bye Love” of the 2008 This is Us album. I dig the Song it is a great song and the lyrics I love and live in I will give you some of them and move forward.

 -Versus 1: You should be right here laying next to me, But baby you chose to love the hard way.You could be right here getting the best of me, But baby you decided he was your man.
And now that you're finding out, He's playing little games, you calling me again 
You say you want me around, But I'm not sure now if I wanna be down Soooo.. 
Chorus: I think I wanna stay single, Maybe we're better apart. See I don't want a girl that, only wanna come back Cause, some other man broke her heart So Bye Bye Love- 

I mean come on this is real man talk even though it’s a boy band. He is in that versus;  you not here with me u should be, then it gets real like you only calling cause the man you thought was top shelf really ain’t. Then in the chorus I lived “I think I wanna stay single so bye bye Love”. How many people feel that at times especially when you in 100% and out of the blue or when you know the BS is coming you get hit with the I am finding myself or I have time invested in him or I just need me right now. Then you see them with someone else or that when shit goes wrong in their life you are back on TOP. NO Ma’am I know it’s a broken record but I just don’t get tats for shits and giggles they mean everything to me and my latest “We Accept the Love We Think We Deserve” has me think every single day about my other one “Life is the Sum of Choices you Make”.

You have to know when to move forward cut your losses and as a song says “throw my hands up cause baby I tried”-Complicated by Rihanna check out that post it was a good one. Any who I think I like this song cause HE is telling her Goodbye I deserve better thanks for the memories and lessons learned. I smiled knowing that these lyrics are me it will give you another piece of this puzzle and then solve it.

-Crazy now the tables turn It wasn't long ago that you turned your back. 
Saying there's no way that we can work. And you were quick to move on to the next thing- 

I am good but now that you need a shoulder to lean on or realize Oops you made a boo-boo I need to be there Erroneous. I am good Single it has taken a lot of time out of me and a lot of Emotions to realize not everyone is meant to have a family I am an Amazing Godfather and I will an Awesome Uncle but if everyone was meant to have a family there would be an equal about of people so everyone would have someone but that’s not logical. I could fall in love every 5 years and that be enough cause Love and soul-mates, and the Hopeless Romantic in me all see that what I want may be just outside this realm of existence. I love seeing the friends I have and the people I have loved and still love having kids getting married and starting a families but, if one more person try to give me their remedy for Single life or the cure to a being in a relationship I will scream then detach their limbs. When I say I am ok being single I wholeheartedly mean it doesn’t mean I don’t want a family or someone that loves me and I love them and it works it just means I am ok in this space and my heart and the Hopeless Romantic in me just have to get what I am missing from the movies I watch the TV shows I love the books and quotes I live in and the Amazing Loyal Assassins/Ninjas I keep in my life.

So to shut this down Bye Bye Love isn't me shunning love I am just past the BS and to not be rude I am OK where I am I don’t wanna date (Pointless Waste of Time) and I have 3 amazing god-kids that I love and would take a bullet for so why do I need anymore then that if I Happy in that? Learn to Accept the things you cannot change and Change everything else and life won’t feel like a choir, you will feel ALIVE.

*Life is The Sum of Choices You Make* *Übermensch* *I See You…* * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve* *Infinite Love Starts in the Heart*

Live, Love, Dance

<3 Ty Johnson

2013

LOYALTY

Loyalty

            I thought of this about a week ago.  And I think of it daily Loyalty is something that is tested.  And they show that concept in so many movies and TV shows that I love and completely engulf myself in. “Learn to be Loyal, without the Loyalty between us we are no better than the Beast at our Door” Great line from *Underworld: Rise of the Lycans*. This is something that breaks the traditional lines people make like mom, brother, sister, dad, best friend, girlfriend boyfriend , wife, husband, hell neighbor. Because if loyalty is tested and they aren’t, life changes and you have choices that needs to happen. I say that because people think those titles mean something in life, those are sometimes the titles that need testing most and are often severed first.

            I go back to ancient Assassin Guilds, Knight of the old Kingdom, and Warriors of Honor Samurai’s, that Loyalty was known and when it wasn’t Bye-Bye. In the X-men movies Choices had to be made and lines are drawn it works just the same in our day to day. People test you and in return you testing them in friendships sometimes you grow apart, as the Christians say everything has its season.  You can’t be friends with your childhood friends forever not all of them, Life happen people make choices and Loyalty is tested in different forms like in “Game of Thrones” Love the show to death but loyalty is more important than last names or blood bonds. And that’s how it should be just because we family doesn’t mean your awarded a free fuck me over card or because we are dating it’s a get out jail free card either. When the chips are down and you need someone it comes from the most unlikely but likely people.

            You know it sucks when you have someone you know and love and, Betrayal happens how do you recover or bounce back? You realize humans are flawed and not everyone is meant to be in your life in any capacity. Life is the Sum of Choices you Make some choices you have to let people go and move past the pain to be a better version of you. Life is fleeting and the little moments we have should be cherished and not spent dwelling on lil’ thing that in 5 years won’t mean a thing in your world. We as a world need to realize that not all that is and was will be forever. Change is inevitable and to fight change is to want to stay the same and progress is what leads to Evolution not stagnateness.

            I think I will close this out with a thought I tweaked it from a movie quote but of course I did. “I would trade the world and all its Riches to rid the World of Disloyal Bitches”, that is things you can’t buy on EBay like my Big and only Brother his loyalty is the stuff of Legends and I Love him tons he is my rock so to him his Loyalty is Forever…

*Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* *I See You…* * Infinite Love starts in the Heart* * We Accept the Love we Think we Deserve* *Übermensch*

Ty Johnson

<3 2012