So I am clearing going to see Fifty Shades of
Grey this weekend but I never thought I would love a soundtrack so damn much. It
is very sensual and yet empowering and beautiful and most of all SEXY. And then
there was this damn song and talk about a little mini tiny sobfest and that was
before I saw the damn music video OH LORD my FEELS were in overdrive
hahahahaha.
So the super talented Ellie Goulding sings this beautiful
piece of music. And no lie I am Alive in
this song. So I will leave a link at the bottom of this post to the official video
and lyrics.
I mean
WOW all my feels right now it is a beautiful song about love and new love and
the FALLING part of it all. She says at one point “I let you set the pace because
I’m not thinking straight.” It is almost as if she is at the cliff of LOVE and
ready to Dive but like she says “What are you waiting for?” Don’t get me wrong I
loved the other songs on that soundtrack but this one like stung me. I guess
let me explain… (Down the Rabbit Hole)
I guess
you can say the universe is waking me up slowly but surely and what I am seeing
and feeling is changing dramatically. I chalk it up to Enlightenment and no I don’t
mean I had a moment with Buddha I am referring to a shift in consciousness that
is still happening but to see it happen and feel it happen is not only
Beautiful but Exciting and a little daunting because as I grow and feel my
inner me surface I see so much of my outer world crack and I love it. To see
things fall off or fall apart isn’t as terrible as it sounds. To love and be loved is the whole point of
being here, to share our energy with others to pass on LOVE. As I let go of old
beliefs and century old notions I see LOVE and people keep asking who is it and
to be completely honest I found a muse. That sounds so silly the thought of a
muse but as I write it I mean it. When there is a spirit that brightens your
day with random text, or just the thought of chilling with them is lightening
it becomes refreshing in a world full of motives and back handed people its
good to rely on someone who doesn’t know you rely on them that this emoji J is enough on a Tuesday
to see the good in the world.
To see someone you have never really seen or have seen this
entire time but through different eyes is crazy. In the video for the song its
clips of the movie and of this couple dancing and not only are so intense with it,
but the emotion in it is so perfect. I guess I truly am in my FEELS I don’t mind
it at all cause I am making choices and I don’t mean little I mean CHOICES. I cant
believe 10 years ago this month I boarded my first cruise ship and the choices I
have made since then has been a beautiful story that I can’t wait to continue.
I opened both eyes when I saw my sister in law pregnant with
my nephew and holding my Aunts son I knew I loved my Tribe and my Tribe loved
ALL of me. And not just my Blood tribe but to see the love in my all these
amazing beautiful people I have met over the last 29 years have been a dream
come true. I have always been a dreamer and sometimes that hasn’t ended well
but overall I wouldn’t trade the last 29 years of life love and the pursuit of
happiness.
As I finish
this pre Valentine Day post I will send this wish to the Universe, I wish all
you Beautiful Spirits the Courage to Love again, the Strength to Move Forward,
and the Heart to Show LOVE today!!!! With that I will take my own advice and
show some love today.
“The Best use of Life is LOVE. The Best Expression of Love
is Time. The Best Time to Love is NOW…”
Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐
Know Thyself⭐
Ty Johnson 2015
