Fight Song (2015-25-08)

Fight Song is a great track its fresh so it’s no shock that I absolutely had to use this song as my return from Hiatus sung by beautiful & talented Rachel Platten.  I needed some WE time with Me, Myself, & my “I AM SELF” because I was falling from a cliff I didn’t realize I was off of, And by that time I noticed I was already half way down . So I started to fly and in so many different aspects of my life started to grow at such a speed that it felt like going from crawling to soaring in the clouds.

This song picked me when it came on Spotify I literally felt so much all at once. At the time I had no idea why I was so in my feels but regardless I played it quite a bit since I heard it initially. I guess for me the hardest/easiest part of the latter of my 20’s is truly LETTING GO. Not just of anything not serving me but anybody that isn’t actively adding to my life in a positive way, and to say it was so simple would be a horrible lie. So I’m going to just put the lyrics highlighted throughout because I want to touch on almost all of them and I hope my thoughts help or soothe someone’s journey like so many Beautiful People have done for mine.


Verse 1 “Like a small boat, on the ocean. Sending big waves into motion. Like how a single word Can make a heart open. I might only have one match, but I can make an explosion.”


As beings having a human experience we our but small boats in an ocean and weather we send big waves or little ripples that flow once it’s out there can’t be recalled. To awake to something so real as; a single word can make a heart open. Then to look at one’s life as a whole and realized TOO many people were just taking not physical but emotionally and spiritually that you start to run on Empty. Like when your tank has that 2^nd day with light on E drained.  And for something hitting so STRONGLY as “I might only have 1 match but I can make an Explosion” it felt as if Worlds were colliding like if you don’t make an explosive growth spurt life would happen in the most absent of light and love way that would affect all walks of your Life. And that thought alone sent me on a journey I have been on for nearly 30 years that I started to openly see the last 5 years and truly understand the last 4 months.

 Break “And all those things I didn't say, Wrecking balls inside my brain I will scream them loud tonight Can you hear my voice this time?”

These lyrics sound like drums on a big heart even now typing this entry. It is not the thought of loneliness or alienation or for that matter fear. But being more misunderstood not in every way but definitely in some major ways that may have affected the past but that is just it YESTERDAY is history. And in looking forward and finally soaring on wings of faith and trust in SELF, you realize the wrecking balls inside your brain is pushing you to be more. And the reflection you start to see looks just like you just fully aware & blissfully happy with the mirror image.

Chorus “This is my FIGHT SONG, Take back my life song, Prove I'm alright song. My POWER’S turned on Starting right now I'll be strong, I'll play my fight song. And I don't really care if nobody else believes Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in ME.”

Nothing prepares you for an Awakening or a shift in consciousness that feels like an out of body journey yet so earthly. This LIFE has been the most Amazing journey anyone could ever imagine. We stay so focused on what’s not working that we miss all that is working and not only working for us but working with US to achieve harmony. “I still got a lot FIGHT left in me” not so much literal fight, more accurately put as a path of less resistance to the ebb and flow of this life that you chose before you were born.

Chorus 2”Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep everybody’s worried about me, in too deep Say I'm in too deep. And it's been two years I miss my home, but there's a fire burning in my bones. Still believe???? Yeah, I still believe...”

To realize something so profound and so PURE that you wondered why it had not come up in almost 30 years “NO ONE TRULY KNEW ME”. Not in a bad way be not in a good way either. To take account of one’s life and see your friend base has shifted, your blood relatives didn’t make up even 15% of your TRIBE and that most of the people that you encountered only starched the surface of who you TRULY are; was A LOT at once. But to commit to self-work is that easiest, most uncomfortable thing you may ever do but once you take that first step and BELIEVE in yourself and that your FIGHT is worth it that’s better than a thousand heads bowing in prayer.

To focus on love and positively is not as hard as most would have you believe, that is the FIGHT that we allow others to triumph over in our own ring. We start to lose us trying to be everyone else version of who they think or assume we are. We must realize that our anger is misplaced if it is toward them, we create our destiny and manifest our tomorrows today. We are not weak or unable to Ascend but otherwise so preoccupied with our peoples views of/ on us weather its sub or surface consciousness that we start to slowly Diminish into needy, greedy, prideful, sad, resentful, angry beings which is not at all our call to this life.

“And I don't really care if nobody else believes Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in ME. Yes I Still got a lot Of Fight Left In ME!!!”

Life is truly the Sum of Choices you Make and thought is reality, so empower yourself on ALL levels before you look to anyone or anything for satisfaction. The things that bind us to this world are some of the same things that is keeps us from truly LIVING a FULL LIFE without second thoughts or memories that never happen. To tell Everyone that Life can and will be Epic when you accept that your cup is over beginning to get full and even once your cup has overflowed know that there is a fountain of cups under that 1 waiting to be filled with LOVE & PEACE. My hope is that this entry resonates with All of you in a Beautiful way. I wish the moon and stars to align so that WE  as people can begin to heal each other on such a level that see we are no longer Me but We’s and We are INFINTIE!!!!!

Your Fight is your most Perfect day getting better each round or an uphill battle for your survival but it is all in your perception of your life. This world is sad, depressed, mean, cruel, relentless, and unforgiving OR is it Beautiful filled with love and peace amazing sights gorgeous creatures, with oceans of possibilities and so many minds waiting to be connected to like minds in the pursuit of Joy, Happiness, Peace and Equality. It is truly on in how you look at it…

I wish Love in your Life, Patience in your Heart, and the Faith in your Spirit!!!

Tim 2015

Fragile, I am Not... (2015-06-04)

Fragile, I am not…

I guess I have been holding this in for quite some time because I was wondered in which it would be perceived then a Brother of mine Rodney said it clear on Easter yesterday. “How do people think you survived all these years in all these different countries by being sweet and asking permission?” I think it was so opening to first bring in 2015 letting go of so much both old and new baggage and since the new experience so many new things and so many refreshing moments like the title of this entry. 

I believe the all started when I was leaving Phoenix and going to Al to see my Nephew and by proxy family and friends. In this trip so much I saw and felt and realized the biggest being that too many people have me in this bowl or bubble and it no longer not ok but now just out and out RUDE. Not only am I not the man I was in 2012 but I am also not the young man I was at 25 or the teen I was in Detroit hell I am not the man I was in December so for the sake of making the world a better place can we as humans stop looking at people through old lenses? I think I chose I’m not fragile because I looked at my world as a whole and saw too many looked at me as this boy this weak fragile entity that need to be watched and coddled. 

It wasn’t so much upsetting as it is sad, and I get it hell I am a loose cannon that moves around ALOT and hasn’t really settled in no area. But does that make me a flight risk or this baby bird that needs consent supervision? NO HELL NO HELL TO THE NO…

I think it hit me seeing my nephew and now in Florida with my Cousin/Nephew I see love and life at such a fragile way that I see being loving and showing love is not only essential to future life and love and peace on the planet but it is more necessary. I saw a world that wasn’t just not OK but completely OUT OF POCKET and not just in Alabama but in my life I saw too much people was getting away with and like I Albert Einstein said. “The world will not be destroyed by those who do evil but by those who watch them without doing Anything.” No truer statement fits, I can no longer sit by and let the world assume about anything. Live is too short and if I go tomorrow I want the world to know life is not only good but great. Yes, I’m in debt, yes I’m singe, yes I am a free spirit, yes I love love, yes I believe is FULL EQUALITY and yes I think my country is screwed in the head and we allow too much from within. 

In all i just wasn’t to make some facts clear, i am about to be 30 in Sept and i don’t listen to NO ONE, NO ONE i respect what respects me and over the years this moment has come several times and i purge but this time feels different because this thine around it's a lot of VIP members getting their cards cut in half and the Funeral is being planned no date is set but time to set it is quickly running out. I truly don’t have time for the fuckery the flagrant actions the disrespectful comments the belittling because you either create or allow and guess who good? ME I am blessed and I see my newest generation growing and I wanna give THEM the best chance at life. Because if you not adding to my Highly favored Life NO MATTER WHAT TITLE YOU HOLD you can be not cut off be Excommunicated from the League Xciled from the Tribe and on the Funeral list with a lost of sleep. 

Moral of the post I am not fragile and this is not my first time living so where or anywhere and at 30 people I have managed to make it around the world 3 times over and live in over 35 countries before 30 so believe me I’m OK and I have made it this far with or without you and MY future you may not be involved in. Life is too short and our world is ever changing if we as humans don’t start being the change we bitch about then step all the way to the side and allow a royal class to give this world a better tomorrow. I surround myself with Kings and Queens who want a better tomorrow if you are not part of the vision the I truly have no time for it. So before our next encounter remember I have a story like yours but different and I don’t wanna walk a mile in your shoes and you don’t know what its like to walk in mine. Fragile, I am Not… Of Royalty my Spirits comes from, I am of Strength of Loyalty, of Hope and most of all  I am of LOVE. 

Next time someone is quick to look at you like you don’t know what its like to Survive you remind them that its 2015 and your still here…  But AmI DEAD????

Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐

Know Thyself⭐

Ty Johnson 2015

Love Me like you Do (2015 -09-02)

                 So I am clearing going to see Fifty Shades of Grey this weekend but I never thought I would love a soundtrack so damn much. It is very sensual and yet empowering and beautiful and most of all SEXY. And then there was this damn song and talk about a little mini tiny sobfest and that was before I saw the damn music video OH LORD my FEELS were in overdrive hahahahaha.

So the super talented Ellie Goulding sings this beautiful piece of music.  And no lie I am Alive in this song. So I will leave a link at the bottom of this post to the official video and lyrics.

                I mean WOW all my feels right now it is a beautiful song about love and new love and the FALLING part of it all. She says at one point “I let you set the pace because I’m not thinking straight.” It is almost as if she is at the cliff of LOVE and ready to Dive but like she says “What are you waiting for?” Don’t get me wrong I loved the other songs on that soundtrack but this one like stung me. I guess let me explain… (Down the Rabbit Hole)

                I guess you can say the universe is waking me up slowly but surely and what I am seeing and feeling is changing dramatically. I chalk it up to Enlightenment and no I don’t mean I had a moment with Buddha I am referring to a shift in consciousness that is still happening but to see it happen and feel it happen is not only Beautiful but Exciting and a little daunting because as I grow and feel my inner me surface I see so much of my outer world crack and I love it. To see things fall off or fall apart isn’t as terrible as it sounds.  To love and be loved is the whole point of being here, to share our energy with others to pass on LOVE. As I let go of old beliefs and century old notions I see LOVE and people keep asking who is it and to be completely honest I found a muse. That sounds so silly the thought of a muse but as I write it I mean it. When there is a spirit that brightens your day with random text, or just the thought of chilling with them is lightening it becomes refreshing in a world full of motives and back handed people its good to rely on someone who doesn’t know you rely on them that this emoji J is enough on a Tuesday to see the good in the world.

To see someone you have never really seen or have seen this entire time but through different eyes is crazy. In the video for the song its clips of the movie and of this couple dancing and not only are so intense with it, but the emotion in it is so perfect. I guess I truly am in my FEELS I don’t mind it at all cause I am making choices and I don’t mean little I mean CHOICES. I cant believe 10 years ago this month I boarded my first cruise ship and the choices I have made since then has been a beautiful story that I can’t wait to continue.

I opened both eyes when I saw my sister in law pregnant with my nephew and holding my Aunts son I knew I loved my Tribe and my Tribe loved ALL of me. And not just my Blood tribe but to see the love in my all these amazing beautiful people I have met over the last 29 years have been a dream come true. I have always been a dreamer and sometimes that hasn’t ended well but overall I wouldn’t trade the last 29 years of life love and the pursuit of happiness.

                As I finish this pre Valentine Day post I will send this wish to the Universe, I wish all you Beautiful Spirits the Courage to Love again, the Strength to Move Forward, and the Heart to Show LOVE today!!!! With that I will take my own advice and show some love today.

“The Best use of Life is LOVE. The Best Expression of Love is Time. The Best Time to Love is NOW…”

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Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐

Know Thyself⭐

Ty Johnson 2015

Almost (2015-17-01)

WOW 2015 REALLY???

It is the year I turn 30 and I could not be more excited, and I cannot believe I have never blogged about this song I am low key mad at myself and yet it comes at a PERFECTLY IMPERFECT time. The amazing artist Tamia released this song as a single in Nov of 2007 and I remember being on ships thinking this track is everything.  But as they say everything happens for a reason and in its own season. So I don’t know what came over me this year but I feel so renewed and so focused on my own happiness and just driving to my destiny full speed ahead.  I heard this song so long ago but it wasn’t until NOW that this song means so much.

Let me give an abundance of thanks to 2014 for finally being in the past (Standing Ovation). But since 2012 I have felt the weight of the Universe stirring inside me and I felt as if my life was in a cyclone of chaos and growth that I set into motion and was not in control of because  I made a choice that at the time didn’t sit well and now still doesn’t. But in some ways needed the disarray & Choas to put ME back together not just back together but a wiser more focused ME. So that I didn’t have nothing in my life to be questioned or second guessed upon going into a new book of my life.  So let me hit you with why this song touched me so much recently.

*Can you tell me how can one miss what she’s never had, how could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy, could someone tell me how could this be?
How can my mind pull up incidents, recall dates and times that never happened?
How we could celebrate a love that too late and, how could I really mean the words Im about to say?
Chorus
**I missed the times that we almost shared; I miss the love that was almost there.
I miss the times that we used to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce.
I miss the times that we never had, what happened to us we were almost there.
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had; Never almost had YOU.

You know I can pinpoint when I knew, was it the smile the personality or maybe the effortless grace, ANY and all of those applied. But it was right around thanksgiving and I was around so many people who knew me (My Tribe) and I mean truly knew me, it was more than reenergizing it showed me my path and what my Destiny could be if I so wanted. I only laugh now because I was not in the best place when I met a spirit unlike any I had previously encountered in all my travels. In my journals I use the term Goddess when I refer to a woman that added to my life and made a Lasting impression. In saying that I looked back at the journal I had when I met her and I wrote “I Met Hera“ which for everyone who does not know is the Supreme Goddess and Queen of Olympia.
It was easy and fun and light and non-threatening but completely real. And I let it slip because at the time I had a broken outlook on loyalty to people that didn’t deserve my love or loyalty.  How crazy of me how delusional how sad?

But I believe everything happens for a reason and at the time it wasn’t meant to be because life needed to happen lessons needed to be learned and love needed to be lost so it could be found. So I am going to write the best part of the song give my last 2 cents and let it all soak in.

*And you seem to be the perfect one for me; you’re all I ever wanted.
And you’re my Everything yes its True but its hard to be close to you.
And I know it may sound crazy but I’m in LOVE with YOU.

You can never put a time on when you love someone but when you have to let someone go and not know if the time will ever be right again that is the pits. But like all great Romance novels I got to bring the WHY to the table. The WHY NOW, WHY HER? Because everyone wants to be loved but not everyone is ready to be loved either by someone they didn’t expect or by timing that wasn’t their own. I can’t possibly tell so many people to live their dreams follow they destiny and take life by the horns if I am not following my own advice. So if I am distant and I seem out of it it’s because I am planning to make a GRAND gesture to build a bridge to a true blue GODDESS…

Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐Know Thyself⭐

Ty
2015

Lost Star (2014-29-10)

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It's Almost Halloween which is one of my favorite holidays. Anyways I love watching B rated movies that aren't well known. So I watched "Begin Again" with Adam Lavine, Kiera Knightley and Mark Ruffalo well in it Adam does this song he wrote for Kiera and he played it live and I got emotional because I heard the lyrics as soon as he sung them. I will give just one set of the awesomeness then i will spill my spirit. 

* Tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young. It's hunting season and this lamb is on the run. We're searching for meaning...

But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?*

I LOVE the last part "are we all lost stars trying to light up the Dark?" POWERFUL to me at least because that is so tragic and so Beautiful. Why does Earth have 1 moon not 2, why are we just far enough away from our sun, why do our planets orbit this star? All valid questions and we can apply them is all walks of our life.

Why did we date her/him, why this job, why another heartbreak, why now in my Life? I Have been cleaning my spirit so much this year and I finding so much out and in that so much sadness and facades in too many humans and it is shocking. We all may very well be lost stars but when meators  collide so much happens on not just a surface level but on an atomic, cellular level. 

Like me and the good book always agree on "Everything happens the way it should". What if we are all lost stars that's amazing because your Destiny(Whatever that is) is your lost star.  *PerfectlyImperfect & UniquelyPerfect* see people that way and the lost stars will form a galaxy, constellation, UNIVERSE of Destined People who are accepting of all. It's not a dream it is just not here yet.

I believe LOVE is the "Hand that rocks the Craddle" No pun intended, I love that movie but I meant it moves mountains and change destinies and  if we are lost allow yourself to be found. See the Beauty in the day, take a chance with something or someone new, buy that shirt go see that movie. The problem is  as a species are afraid of HAPPY we not used to it so we fear what we don't understand (Name that Movie?).

Ok I will end with don't let something you thought you lost derail your path or your Star truly becomes lost in space. Weather it's love, confidence, strength to leave, courage to move on, faith it will come, or hope for a better tomorrow. Trust that *Life is the Sum of Choices you Make* and once you OWN you those choices will be celebrations of growth, lessons and Smiles.....

Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐

Know Thyself⭐

Ty

2014

Papercut (2014-10-10)

    Ernest Hemingway would say "don't force it, write when you have something to say". Well it took me longer then normal but I heard this song Papercut by the Amazing Jordin Sparks on my special mix on Pandora and I shazamed it (yes I love that app) and shifted my mind a bit more.

"Cuz I was fine till you broke through. But don't worry baby, I'll get over you by tomorrow or the next day, or the next day, or the next day...
I'm ok, I'll be fine I only think about you half the time. I'm ok, I'll survive I only think about you half of the time. All those tears were just drops in the ocean baby, You never even cross my mind No No Boy you wish it hurt that much it was only a PAPERCUT."

I have been privy to some amazing, terrible, beautiful, sad, Oh My God moments the last couple of years but 2014 I awoke to a world I didn't recognize anymore. See I started dancing in 1989 when Janet Jackson released ⭐Rhythm Nation 1814⭐ and back then like RIGHT NOW a lot needed to be said about everything and very few people were saying it somewhat like today. The only difference is now we are old enough to speak out on injustice and the wrongs of the world we live in. I see a hateful, sad, lost world and in the same breath I see some real honest to goodness Peace, Love and Hope.

I say this song got to me because as I heard the song I thought this is beautiful.I loved the growth and heartache I can hear in it and her beautiful voice was what the amazing lyrics needed as a vessel. It got me to wondering how often do we dwell on a bad moment and let it boil over into our life? Too Damn often. I heard this song and I went WOW "I'll get over it tomorrow or the next day..." and I was like this all too true no matter what has happen it shall pass. It may not be today but when it does move forward because life has a way of giving us what we need when we need it, if you are aware.

I say to the lost, broken hearted, unhappy, confused, mad, jaded, happily settling, scared spirits of the world IT WAS ONLY A PAPERCUT. We were created PerfectlyImperfect & UniquelyPerfect and the trials and tribulations of this era takes a village not 7 Billion personal wars. I will say the LOVE I have seen makes me smile the openness for peace is here now we as people must cultivate that and help that grow and spread like wild fire. "Like tears in the ocean" is how I started to take inventory of my life to see that although I have been through so much in 29 years and the crazy CRAY CRAY moments where/are tears in the ocean.

To end this so I may drift to sleep, PAPERCUTS hurt like Hell at first and u truly act like a limb was almost chopped off. But in 3 days it is a distant memory "what Papercut?". Why can't we do better and stop taking life so serious, holding on to things that are already healed, blaming life for you not seeing your signs. All we need is around us and it doesn't cost nothing LOVE. #LoveCan do ANYTHING...
So like someone said;

 The best use of life is love. 

The best expression of love is time. 

The best time to love is now!

Übermensch ⭐ We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve ⭐ Life is the Sum of Choices you Make⭐ I See You… ⭐ Infinite Love Starts in the Heart ⭐ Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect⭐

Know Thyself⭐

Ty

2014

Restart (2014-11-09)

            You ever feel like you are a video game from the mid 90’s and you need to blow the cartridge and restart the console. Well I was listening to this amazing song from Sam Smith with that title and that’s the first thing that popped into my head. And it got me to seriously sitting going when if ever had I restarted rebooted Me. In the song it is about a relationship and restarting from that, but I got to thinking do we ever just restart to get new insight, new ideas, and honestly some new prospective.

            So when I was in the lyrics I took some of the ones that stood out to me and laid them in my head to filter my train of thought.

Chorus- “ What do you want from me when I just wanna restart You keep coming back for me when you're the one who tore us apart And the truth is I'm better on my own And I'm the one to leave it apart
So let me restart”

What do you want from me because I just wanna restart? Yes like yes x3 why does it ever have to get to this point at any moment in your life weather it’s a lover friend, coworker, family or life in all that comes with that. I recently Restarted ALL of me because I had hit that glitch I had been overlooking or not really addressing, or that Sonic the Hedgehog 3 with Sonic & Knuckles on the bottom and you got to blow both cartridges.  I feel like 2014 was one of those years I will never forget because in my darkest hour and lowest point I was still soaring with stars. When I hit restart so much changed and all that was so out of reach and nonexistent became quite clear.

I think in every aspects of our life’s we should consider that manual restart that purge in a sense. You start to lag and forget things, you become complacent, boring, and at the end of it all less then what the Universe put you here for. Nothing is worth my Destiny I see that now more than ever and I swear I jamming the shuffle and I remember a friend telling me about him an  I was like this song is Bomb. Then I played it again and kind of reminisced on a version of me long dead but very present in my conscious and all that mad came back up out my spirit. Before I would have played cool and moved forward but not really MOVE ON. Let me park on someone street real quick.

I See You.. is something I love and live by and the loyalty that comes with truly seeing someone and accepting them the world could use more of. But in back to my thought in not moving on,  I kind of got stuck on replay or that skipped part you could conquer until you manually restart and blew. When I saw that it was time to RESTART I didn’t hesitate or question the universe on this I started to cleanse my spirit of so much past pain and new pain. While doing so I found clarity in my mind, body, and spirit; all this on the eve of my 29^th. I basked in letting go and moving on not forward because sometimes moving on means standing still or takings some steps back to clean as you go and not have to reclean. I felt renewed and I still feel renewed because I am not a religious man but my Spirit is not just lifted but its soaring to places in never thought of.

I will stop my thought with this; if you are unhappy or questioning the choices in your life maybe think about hitting that RESTART and allowing you to reboot and cleanse that old system of cache and trash and built up nonsense. Life is too short and you miss so much LOVE and LIFE reliving old mistakes or taking inventory of a factory that needs a remodel. Allow yourself the simple pleasure of Happiness and I mean true Happiness not in someone or something but in EVERYTHING. The Universe is waiting on us to open ourselves to it not just in technology but in Spirit. When I Restarted and my Phoenix rose from the ashes of the old me I didn’t feel like a new version of me I felt like the only true version there was of me…

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty

2014 ;-)

Who Do you Tell? (2014-29-07)

I have thought of this song a lot recently. One because I have been jamming a lot of old school R&B, and two because it is so beautiful. So the artist is Tamia who I clearly love and the song just puts love in to prospective. Here is the first verse and chorus then I will spill out my thought process.

Verse: Just one look in your eyes and I see the truth
And I try hard to hide that I'm made for you
But I know deep inside things that we could do
Just as long as we're together, but

Chorus: But who do you tell when you love someone
Hoping that someone's in love with you
Who do you tell when you love someone
I think I might as well tell you

I guess it is a case of love at first sight. I heard it on Pandora and was like damn that is so pretty but does it really exist?  I have to believe it does and that it isn’t just real it’s Magical. I think the movies I see and the stories I hear leads me to this song. The age old questions is what do when you meet your destiny and you’re with the love of your life? I personally wouldn’t know seeing as how I tend to be on the other end of that statement LOL, but I think it is a crazy feeling when you meet someone and you can’t imagine another day without them. Weather that is a friend or something more I think it must be hard on anyone to tell another “My world stopped and started the day we met.”  

I truly think it takes so much strength to look at someone and tell them all that you are is more complete because they are in your spirit. Love is a fickle emotion and like Tina would say “What’s love but a second hand emotion.” I don’t believe that I think Love is the strongest emotion, it can move mountains, change lives, push someone to be a better version of themselves. Or it can ruin your spirit, make you desperate, consume you entire life, and make you second guess all you are. I think it is so amazing to find a “Like Spirit” and to be able to be 100 with them feels you with such joy and empties you of all insecurities. I will give you the next verse and finish my opinion on this.

Verse 2: I can't believe that I feel this way
There is so much I want to say
I wanna touch you, hold you, feel you, please you
As we're making love all through the night

We would talk to each other, we would laugh and play
We would claim it's forever every night and day
We would share every minute 'til the test of time
In my mind, in my mind baby

The thoughts you have affect all things around you, your day is longer in the best way possible. The down side to this is what if they don’t feel the same or they are comfortable in the situation they in? As a person you have to know that one soul mate is awesome but to meet many is so beautiful it means your spirit is very connected to others and if the initial feelings is true for you then you have to know that person isn’t meant for you and you can’t fight for what the universe doesn’t deem the BEST Spirit for you. I will say I write this one with personal investment not just in my present but in my life I have met some beautiful spirits that I will love forever and they may never know how I truly feel about them because the choices I have made has kept me from being too open, because I see or and feel they don’t feel what I feel or see that their spirit is content in the life they have. I am an open book and all who wanna know me need ask and I will tell but in the last 7 months I have learned so much and in the last 28+ years I have learned to “Guard My Heart”.

So with all that said who do you tell? I say tell the person weather it’s in a letter or email or in person, and if that person is open to you the you have found the Uniquely Perfect fit for you and that will accept you being Perfectly Imperfect….

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty 2014 ;-) 

Poisoned Tree (2014-04-06)

Being Broken-Hearten is a Poison , an affliction of the heart that so many people can change or mold or learn from the choices they have made in the pass. Life is ultimately the sum of choices you make, and if you have been in love or just got the tail end of a relationshit that Poison begins to root itself deep in your spirit which is why i wanted to blog. I think this blog comes out of lessons learned and the clarity that before i turn 30 i can not only see and correct but, let go and move forward so much quicker and more with ease then anything to date. 

So this came from one part Beyoncé song "Poison" the other 3 was from this Spirit that is dwelling in this Awesome body which dwells on this Beautiful Planet. I look at the way the world is right now and it breaks my heart. i know i say that a lot but to not speak it would be worse, because its just not dying from pollution, global warming, and war. Its Dying because the love that strengthens the soil, the compassion that guides the wind, the forgiveness that swims in the oceans is long gone, except for the few who have those emotions on the surface. I guess to worry about a love that isn't healthy or not helping bring you to a better self awareness,those scenarios have run their course and it is just a sad day when you Poison your Life Tree. I looked into the recent events in our planet and it truly makes me shake my damn head people are worried what outfit this person is wearing or who hit who in an elevator and not looking at the world we live in not the world they show to us. I just hope we can get this together sooner rather then later time is truly running out not just on changing the course of history but healing a planet both literally and figuratively. 

I guess my question is, how do you heal? you start with your own tree you begin to see what soils work for you, what part of the world best suits your life. These things matter and they should truly matter to you because the things you fight so hard to keep maybe the very things keeping the poison in your tree. You need to listen to your roots they tell you all you need to know trust me. Learn to let go, forgive, and fully move on, its so easy to come up with an excuse to be with someone who just isn't working out or is just killin you.I hear it so much but it is so true don't forgive for them, don't move on for their sake do all this and more for YOU. 

Life is way too short 2014 has taken so many people from this world and it is hard to see the way our generation our society deals. Death is literally the last stop in Life so it is truly life coming full circle, if you feel as if you didn't get to say goodbye or you curse the stars for it. Maybe take a step out of tragedy and think "WHY AM I TAKING THIS SO PERSONAL?" you didn't pass on, your debt wasn't settled, you aren't at peace. why do we make it all about us we not the only person that lost someone they cared about. Stop being so damn Selfish its a huge planet and don't get me wrong I don't like knowing that people i love are all gonna leave me one day but "THAT'S LIFE" enjoy the moments you did share, the memories you have, the love you felt but leave out all the rest it is poisoning your tree and sooner rather then later you will  find yourself leaving this beautiful blue marble without ever letting go and being 100% you and embracing the things that make you PerfectlyImperfect & UniquelyPerfect. 

I will come to my conclusion with this, don't expect no one to care for your tree but you, never leave your tree in someones hands. because things can go wrong  your poisoned, bruised, weak, dry tree is all you got and once its gone so are you. Life truly is fleeting we come in alone we leave alone but in those precious years in between cultivate, love, lose, fall, jump, cry, laugh, mess up and then mess up again. you never stop growing so why stun that with something Hell anything that isn't benefiting your Spirit.  Moving forward nourish your tree because some poisons are permanent and some lye in wait till the perfect time to poison all of who you are all at once. its up to you and only you to decide what tree you have, what your tree means to you and how much are you willing to give to make sure your tree is tall and healthy and can stand the test of weather, storm, and youth (LOL)

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty

2014 ;-)

Give Me You Pt. 2 (2014-15-05)

So I was thinking way too much of a lot of the BS in this world right now and the things that people hold so true and so close and the things they neglect to see in the world we live in. I did a blog about this song a while ago. This song is a beautiful piece of history that I love and truly understand it moves me in such a great way. So the song is by the Amazing Tamia and off her latest album “Beautiful Surprise” and it moves me in such a way that I can’t explain sometimes. The lyrics are amazing I live in them here is my favorite

“Don’t bring me roses bring me the truth
Don’t buy me diamonds 'cause that just won't do
Material things I could buy myself if I really want to
I need something special I need something new
Just give me you”

    This is all we need in this world and things would go so much smoother and these sad SAD humans. I have been so quiet about the things in this world that really bother me but I won’t keep quiet. No disclosure needed either read it or don’t. First is weakness in people is getting not only unbearable but old and sad. Find the strength to survive, thrive, live, love, excel, and not just exist. Too many people in this world blame the past and others on all that is wrong with them in the little world they live in. Grow Up and Accept the things you can’t Change, Courage to Change the things I can; and Wisdom to know the difference. I get it life is hard life give s you shit sometimes and maybe you get dealt a bad hand but as I listen and I see the world crumble all and all I can think is “You either Create or Allow all that Happens in your World”. It is 2014 learn to let go and grow not just for you but for the sake of my future cause it is too many weak minded, lost, souls and it literally destroying our planet. So to end this thought learn to let go or at least let your past make you a better version then you were before, and renew the pain and hurt to find new energy and new love of your own life.

    Next Give Me You topic is Love, and that is equal love for all of us. I am angry about the way these stupid Humans are acting in this day and age about equal rights especially with Michael Sam getting drafted to the Rams, and gay rights being fought at every turn. Agree with me or not I can give not 1 but 2 shits but I don’t have an issue when the very people we walk next to are not only evil but hella stupid. I mean the close minded humans that care less about their happiness and more about others turmoil. Love is love no matter who it is  I LIVE that way daily and the day the world realizes this that day will be a day of celebration, because on that day we truly step into a new age of existence. We live in a world where everything is judged and looked down upon and the things that matter Peace, Love, Healing our Planet our passed over. This song is so true for all relationships I don’t need much just give me you. And if more people were so inclined to believe that and live like that the world would be Beautiful. I don’t care who you love I care how you treat me, the break down is so for real I leave you with it and my last thoughts of the world right now.

“Things on this world don't mean that much to me
I need your heart and I need honesty
If all you got is flashiness then please turn around and leave”

    I don’t need much in this world to be happy I just need to feel the Love of people who understand and get who I am. Learn to accept my flaws and never judge the person I am because we will miss out on so much love and so much personal happiness that the Universe is waiting for us to embrace. So I will leave you all with this is it so hard to be happy and let that happiness be your guiding light into your Destiny. I need your heart and I need honesty because one without the other is pointless. Try to imagine the times in our life when we felt the most alone and scared in those moments find the people that are most like the best version of you in your spirit and grow in those moments. Don’t let the pain of yesterday, mess with the present, and effect the future. We all owe it to ourselves to be the best version of ourselves. When we live on path all that we need becomes available and our destiny is truly revealed. So don’t bring me Roses bring me the Truth…

Übermensch * We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve * Life is the Sum of Choices you Make * I See You… * Infinite Love Starts in the Heart * Perfectly Imperfect-Uniquely Perfect* Know Thyself*

Ty 2014 ;-)