choices or the right ones and you will be where you need to be to
fulfill your purpose. Well I feel like since i moved to this end of the
country life in my eyes have gotta SOOOOOOOOOO much Bigger. I get it i
feel like i understand why people are the way they are they are scared
or guarded or settled in a routine or perpetually falling from grace. I
BS i actually BS like the best of them i can talk my way out of Hell,
not a talent I am Proud of but in this society and this business i felt
like i needed to be because i will tell you all you need to know if you
come at me the right way but so many people think i am automatically
there Cinnamon i go where they go do what they do and for the longest
Fu*k in time i did exactly that whatever they wanted and well i realized
what the hell am i doing sitting here back seat driving in my life. I
needed to make a stand and for me 4.0 was my STAND, NO it was my new
way of life i hate that i have wasted so much time on assholes and
selfish people that i missed why i did what i did and still do what i
do, and one day i awoke to see i was a vanishing image of the man i
wanted to be and i had to get back to that quickly before i lost
forever what i needed out of my life's Story. My story was always so
simple Enjoy every min of life and along the way travel the world dance
and well fall in love and have kids. Now i felt like a needed a
intervention and unlike most i don't need 50 people telling me what to
do i made the choice to get my Apple and keep it moving. i Needed to get
back what i had almost lost Tim, so i think Apple & Cinnamon is a
slogan to me and i see as this " APPLE & CINNAMON: FIND YOUR MATCH
BEFORE YOU LEAVE THIS PLACE". But for some people its not another
person for some there pet is the match or BFF or their career it is all
in what makes you complete. So by all means understand that it won't
happen over night but it will happen and it will GREAT to be full of
whatever makes your apple or cinnamon work. I thought if i was mean and
an ass i would be satisfied with that but i think i just need to not
hold my tongue is i hate something or didn't wanna do something and not
be so Available to everyone all the time so i can have time to sort out
Tim's Life with out sorting out friends i don't even talk to or people
i waste energy BS ing with.
So in closing i feel my Cinnamon is still out there and i love the
journey to get to it and along the way if friends or family fall off my
path well SHIT HAPPENS in the words of Dane Cook " NO ONE GIVES A FUCK
IS YOUR SAD" i will keep it moving so either we ride this ride of life
together or you get off and no love lost thanks for the
memories!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I <3 loving U!!!
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