HALO (03-30-2009)

HALO

i know such a random title for me but i feel like that word has been in my life the last couple of weeks for some unexplained reasons.. So first i will ell u the different places or events then my theory. so PLEASE bare with me......

I love the video game Halo but Halo 3 was suppose to be the last game and i am nor going to lie i was pissed i was like well BOO that sucks then the end of Feb roll around and the new Game Magazine comes out and they preview new games and one of which is Halo Wars an old school strategy game with Halo concept and well 2009 graphics and i got on cloud 7 not nine not yet at lease. So March 3rd roll around and of course my broke ass was there even though i had no money i charged the game WOW. So i get home and i put my Itunes on shuffle that upcoming Friday(DAY OFF) and play Halo Wars I'm super excited in a geek way and the first song that drops on the play list is HALO by the pussycat Dolls which is a hot track and i start laughing an then look around like is this a sign. Any who i play the game and still freaking out about the Double Halo thing happening so i let it pass me an cont my life..

Next: rolls around this random Monday the 15th and I am chilling clearly sleep and my itunes plays Halo by Beyonce and i really don't like her everyone knows it but i love this song and others so i listen to it and play it again and again listening to what the Halo she talking about and i get it but i am not there in my life so i get it pushing. well that night me and Lahela go out and we at our little spot and she goes "Tim u wanna go to a club?" I'm thinking yeah so i get the energy go out which i hadn't been to a club in a good min so we go to PH and walk up to Prive and on the speakers they are playing Halo and i am like i think i heard this song and my dumb ass had heard it all day but put 2-2 together. so we get in and Ice Cube is preforming and i have no idea his music but love it LOL. so i c randoms (So i thought)i look up and i c 3 ppl so i think i know them and sure as shit i do and it is awesome seeing old faces. so i catch up with them and i get the Halo thin g because to my left in a hot black number this girl knows me and i am clueless and i realize 20min into our conversation in a loud club that she is grown from the girl that i knew so many years ago we connect and i give her my number and vice verse the END..

Not by a long shot so recently i have had amazing days in Vegas 3rd Row tickets to T.I. almost not having money for a cheesecake factory bill, random texts (But Funny), Laughing too much, shopping, Dying Hair and all of this with this woman who is GREAT. any who the best of all is doing all these fun ass activities and then both of us getting in touch with our INNER FAT SELF'S. Love it to bits and pieces. she is absolutely amazing, and to behaving like grown children in public is awesome. But i still think what does this have to do with Halo...

Here is my theory i believe we are here for different purposes and some paths can't cross and won't work out because life changes u for good or for bad. Like i thought 6 months ago and for years my career could never allow me happiness a woman because my friends and career came first. and recently i ran into someone who laughs and the randomness that is Tim and makes me laugh which is rare. and loves eating so much food like me if not more because most dancers are so greedy lol, oh and did you catch the end a dancer who gets it. but enough about that. Halo Halo Halo i think it is the songs but Beyonce song was originally for Leona Lewis but she couldn't record it that quick. the music behind the PCD song and Beyonce said one thing to me LIVE and Live Life and i get it no one is perfect but when u meet someone who makes you feel good all the time keep them around even as friend. I am no angel but my Halo is bright because i ran into someone who don't give two shits that its not Bright and perfect and likes i am random.....

Now Life is hard and trying for me and everyone around me but its good to see that even though all this downward slope in todays life that there is a gret expierence happening with 2 ppl who just enjoy laughing and being inner fat ppl becuz on the surface we HOT LOL.... anywho i am done now i just wanted to write about Why Halo has been on my mind..