10/11/2010

The Past is Now, Me Time (05-28-2008)


OK what is Tim talking about this time around...
Just think about it for a min life is the sum of the choices you make I know I should tattoo that on me I say it so much. No seriously your past shapes your future what you do now has a ripple effect on the rest of your life. I thought for the longest time that I was past my past but sometimes an event can happen and you right back in that state of mind and those feeling run back at you. So why is that?  Well you get past it not through it and that's the crappy part not being over it as Katherine McPhee sings. You can change that you are the only one who can you have to know things will get better and some doors you have to reopen to close again, and sometimes you find that when you open  the door the second time it looks better so to speak. It's something that you may want to try i.e. a new friendship, relationship, career venture, place to leave. Me myself I'm always glad when things come back even if it is a bad thing I love moving through the things that I need to move through. So for me I think that whoa things that come up when they do may not have happen when you want by they happen when you need it. I think after these things occur you need some ME TIME. Everybody needs it; all of us have to but why? I've been single a little under a year and so blessed to have this me time. If you know Heather Headley then that song is right on the money. Life moves at such a fast pace you miss moments to just say awe. Enjoying those times is what gets you from relationship to relationship. Oh how you dislike being alone you know we all don't like coming home to an empty house or attending a movie alone it happens. Well why do these two go together (the title I mean)? My past is great I don't regret the life I have led was and still is Awesome. I just think my past made me who I am today and that tomorrow isn't promised so enjoy life now and  know sometimes you need some Me Time, that time to move from great moment to great moment. And even those times alone can be great when your alone you find what your really made of. So don't block out the past it can come back to kick your ass. And I know time alone  is what's need to grow as a person.

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