What the heck is a life surgery you ask?
Well for me a life surgery happens when you least expect it comes at a moment's notice or in lump sums like the lottery or cancer depends on how you look at the procedure. For me it's always the lottery I try not to look at the negative although I am human and negativity comes with positivity so I take the great with the horrible. Sometimes the horrible outweighs the great so, I cut my loses and move on or at least I try to move on. You know people ask (axe for those who hear me talk) me all the time why dance, why travel, why are you single, why this why that just question s weather it's a guest or a friend or a relative and sometimes it's annoying because you should see why to all those questions by the way I am or the way I act or just ME. I've had a lot of surgery in my day I know I get it all the time your only a baby. But life happens whether you want it too or not it doesn't stop for none of us you just have to not get sweep in the current of BS or hurt and pain and sometimes you think you're over it until you put your life in a looking glass and see something is not working or something needs to be fixed. What is it? How to fix it? When will it go away? All great questions but it is two things that can answer that God and your heart. First I know from living nothing just goes away you have to go through it to get through it, and second life is so short we are only here a little bit of time and to make the best of it is all you can do. Do what you love, be with who you love and who loves you, go where you love, buy what you love because a surgery may be planned for you and you might not know it you number is coming are you ready? I'm never ready but that's the best part it may be that song you here on the radio or the new shirt or that miracle or tragedy but you'll know when it has happen it goes deep in you and you come out new and improved. For me most recent is MUSIC duh who would have thought I was dancing and I thought something has to change so I got some new music Janet of course Danity Kane, Panic at the Disco, Fall Out Boys, and then Leona Lewis. Everything got me especially Janet and Leona Lewis on the discipline album there is a song called well all of them got me in their own way but Leona Lewis is from the UK and is young and amazing and I got her album Spirit and no and lie cried to almost every song it was so raw, honest, pure and just what I needed and still on the same play list her Janet and Danity Kane play all day and night on my IPod and iTunes. I just wanted to get that out so when you go under the knife for a little surgery don't be worried, you will awake a new and improved you.
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