Whoa so yeah I'm packing up and moving again and i ask myself whats different? so Tim whats Different? Life is different I'm younger now(LOL) appreciate my craft more, and just all around in a better space. Life has a funny way of being a valley and if you've been living your life the way it's intended for you then you know exactly what I'm talking about. When everything is great and your on cloud 99 and then you under the Earth and hurting how do you get the energy to climb back to the top of the valley well Prayer works, and looking back works, finding a happy place(or that ray of Sunshine). For me i look at who i was then to now and by then i mean my last happy moment and what changed so much that I'm not happy or content. Easy question what happen? answer ME i changed i grew i move pass go collected my $200 but sadness kicks in when your ready 4 change. But when when you ever be ready for Life to take you on an adventure... I'm always prepared i keep God, contacts, clean underwear, and Janet Jackson with me wherever i go and just hold on. because if i learned anything since i was young and dumb is that your never prepared for change, loss, pain, gain, love, war, famine but you endure and the problem now is that i don't C U us enduring we settle, we make excuses, we procrastinate and then you miss it and 20 years later you go WHOA I'm still here doing the same thing blaming everyone but looking in the mirror and punching yourself. I do it alot and it bugs me how people think my life is awesome no you'll C the best parts I'm not putting pics of me crying all night on Facebook, or video of me flipping out you see happy picture to happy pic, great dance videos, smiling, but the hard times is what get you from happy moment to happy moment... So please endure because threes a light at the end of tunnel you just got to be willing to CHANGE, GROW, CRY, FALL, LAUGH, HUG, DANCE, PRAY, MEDITATE. so IN THE NOW I'm SMILING (ask me 2morrow how I'm doing)............................. Tomorrow ain't Promised, Change, Grow, Learn Now B4 it's too late and live a little you only get one crack at this life thing :-)
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