10/12/2010

Deep Breath Please (04-22-2008)


Good in you nose and out your mouth now wake the hell up.... You know that old saying life is not measured by the number of breathes you take but the moments that take your Breath away. I like that saying what takes my breath away; when someone says something stupid, when friends make the same dumb mistakes and keep telling you why they life is not how they want it, when people only call when they want something, but when everything is good you don't hear from them ummm. Wow I need to take deep breathes when people think you living the high life and that my shit don't stank I'm so sick of people saying your life is perfect you have everything you want and you travel and this and that. that shit makes me take so pregnant breathes. It bothers me that so many people aren't looking in the mirror and saying i like the person i see in the reflection, whats wrong with your life that you can't smile when someone says hi, or hold the door open for a girl or when you pick up the phone let the other person know your not committing suicide smile and say good_____. Do i sound bitter I'm not, jaded-used to be pissed off- a little... I think you are accountable for your actions and how you treat other people don't blame it on where you were raised why you treat women like animals, or the man got his foot on your neck, whats the mans name??? or i grew up in a bad neighborhood- -- Please cry me a river, here is some cheese with that wine. anything worth having is worth working for, you know the people who get the great jobs, nice cars, hot spouses they show up and fight for it. The Problem is no one is willing to go for it prime examples of ppl who went for it and succeed: J.D went for Janet and look at hm, Nick went for Mariah, A.S.I.I.D went to the audition, I can keep going don't blame no body but that reflection when you don't get what you want.... maybe your not suppose to have it what about this if what you want and whats best for you aren't the same thing why fight for whats not right? because maybe you actually like being sad and unhappy I DON'T. I love me right now i take deep breathes everyday because everyday someone steps on a line or crosses my fence and i need to breath because I'M NOT GOING TO LIVE IN HELL DIE AND GO TO HELL for nobody. Here's my dilemma and let me know if you know where I'm coming from. you have friends who aren't in the best of relationships and you play neutral ground because you don't like being one sided but you starting to get pissed because you sick of her crying but she won't listen she loves him. Another situation you like this girl but she dating Dumb ass brother and can't see the forest from the trees and you sick of it.... I say that because I'm done, Done with the are you OKs and call me anytime or Girl its OK he'll come back, or dude don't worry we all knew she was a hoe. No more playing the nice sweet sensitive guy i LOVE being alone but i would rather just have my true friends and family then alot of "I needs and i wants" in my life I'm Good without you trust me don't do me any favors. i know I'm a great guy and if you don't Like Tim L. Johnson from the D who is a Professional Dancer then " I'll Holla" Deep Breath.. PLZ BE HAPPY WITH U AND THEN U WILL BE HAPPY WITH EVERYTHING ELSE.... -End Scene-

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