There is this song out there in the world actually there's tons of songs that when you hear them you just smile weather its a sad tear jerker or a song that takes you back to happy moment in life. And then there's some that take you back to both places. I love music it has a way of making everything better (Island Life- Janet Jackson), or making you remember an old love or love lost (P.S. I'm still not over you- Rhianna). Music is a gateway to the soul for me ask a person their favorite song and it tells you alot about who they are and whats going on now in their life ask them the same question 6 months from now and i promise it has changed. Why? Because life has changed and so have the emotions they felt behind that one lyric or that hook that takes you full circle ( Circle- Mariah Carey). You i have been pooped lately for the dumbest reasons and i think its dumb because i thought i was past this Emotional attachment shit hahahaha. I miss all my girls so much its crazy the Ones i danced with the ones i went to school wit, the ones in passing just for a Lil of my life i miss them alot. And i am the first person to pick up and disappear for 6 months to a year, But being here in Vegas its weird because i have all i wanted as a Lil loud Dancer growing up. A Professional dancer in a Vegas Show a Beautiful City and just all Smiles. Then why so sad? Ummm i miss the dumb shit talking at my locker with HS Friends, In dance with my Company, dancing on that damn court for the shock, Chilling at the crew bar, going to the martini bar in the day LOL, Watching Smallville all night or laying in someones cabin or house or my house and just Talking about nothing but yet talking about everything. (Funny How Time Flies - Janet Jackson). I love it here the ppl are awesome and i have some awesome friends here but i miss y'all so much you know who you are its alot of y'all i can't begin to name you all i miss you though each of you are Amazing in my eyes and have touched and shaped my heart for the best. Now some of y'all WOW (take a Bow- Rihanna) and Others (Officially Missing U- Tamia). I can't change none of our life's and how much it means to me to talk to ya'll or look at pics of the times we had where every we were: Detroit, Alabama, Orlando , Celebrity, NCL, Saipan, or Now in Vegas, it has been a journey i wouldn't trade for millions of dollars something is worth way more then money. Why do i Smile i have so much to smile about its not even funny but with good comes bad why so Sad? Life you can't change the path people take or who they date or how life moves them you can only control to an extent YOU... I try not to be but it hard not to worry about such beautiful woman and feel like in some way they fucking up and the one thing you never wanted to happen went and happen she meet HIM LOL, and now she's not her or is she who she always was and i just put y'all on this Stool so high in the sky that when you fall off for one sec that's it or that i may be jealous i don't have my friend anymore or not the friend i had 1 year ago or 2 or 7 for that matter. But like i said life happens and you can't change the wheels of fate ( Stop And Stare- One Republic). I'm Happy and sad at the same time when y'all get engaged or have a baby or date the same dude for years I'm happy i swear but there is a part of me that says BOOOOOOOOOOO don't do it hahahahaha. turn around but i can't i smile and i love him because you do and i laugh and cry with you and that's why i love you. Now i feel bad because i left out the men in my life who has made an impression i n my life the number so low i ted to include them with my girls i love them just the same and they are a great extension of me and vice verse's all my friends are and ain't that how it s suppose to be hence the saying Birds of a feather flock together.. Anyhow i just love to talk i see that HAHAHAHA. I want you to sometimes I'm sad and sometimes Call me and sometimes say I Love you you never know the day someone had. but don't do it for me do it for you 2morrow ain't promised we all know that too well. we lost to great men in one weekend. And its getting worse I LOVE YOU, I LOVE Y'ALL I DO. but hate is a strong word and so is hurt so lets plz re frame from those two if we can. We can't stop someone from hating us or hurting us but we can Prevent Ourselves from hurting someone we all know that feeling imagine making some feel the way you felt. (4Words From Heartbreak- Heather Headley). Just remember music Wat song is on repeat to you right now in your head i have 35 songs i listen to day in and day out but tell me
why do you smile (For Wat reason)? that song that makes you Smile I'd Love to Know I put mine up if you put yours.....
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